Thursday, January 8
Posted at 09:18 pm by BlackandWhite
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another last entry from me
My cousin sent me this, and for some reason it made me smile. I filled in the jank in the bold
1. Falling in love. [YAAAAY]
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. [I do that everyday in fashion tech]
3. A hot shower. [ooh yummy]
4. No lines at the supermarket [at that place in hancock- the groc store there... *smiles*]
5. A special glance. [yaay]
6. Getting mail [pfft i want mail]
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. [aww i wish i could drive]
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. [esp when youre in the shower]
: 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. [mhm]
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. [i did that to keep my hands warm]
11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!) [mmm dreamsicles from kohls]
12. A bubble bath.[yessss]
13. Giggling.[AWW IT MAKES ME GIGGLE BEBE!]
14. A good conversation. [MMM have one everyday]
15. The beach [nahhh... just the sunset on the beach.]
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. [i wanna do that]
17. Laughing at yourself. [when am i not doing that?]
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. [ooh someone call me so i can do that]
20. Running through sprinklers. [and getting the grass all between your toeseses]
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. [one word:BEBE]
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. [wow its been awhile]
23. Laughing at an inside joke. [pfft everyday]
24. Friends!!!! [why all the !s?]
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. [never happened]
2 6. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. [did that today but didnt go back to bed]
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner). [first kiss was baaaad stupid 7th grade ho!]
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. [always fun]
29. Playing with a new puppy. [puupy]
30. Having someone play with your hair. [i love that so mucho]
31. Sweet dreams. [good night]
32.. Hot chocolate. [had some today]
33. Road trips with friends. [road trip with kara to nc last summer.. that rocked my effing socks]
34. Swinging on swings. [last time i did that was in the woods near... eww.. bad memories... ho]
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger. [teehe]
36. Making chocolate chip cookies. [i make the best]
37. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.[bebe made cookies]
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.[yay!]
39. Running into an old friend and realizing
that some thing s (good or bad) never change. [ehh]
40. Watching the _expression on someone's face
as they open a much desired present from you. [not like theyll like it]
41. Watching the sunrise. [sunSET on the rooftops is yummy im gunna try that one day if i can find out how to get on my roof... ill ask perin... hes climbed to ym window before 0.0]
42. Getting out of bed every morning and
being grateful for another beautiful day.[hah. hah.]
: 43. Knowing that somebody misses you.[im missed?!]
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. [bebe owes me a hug]
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. [sureee]
Posted at 08:39 pm by BlackandWhite
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spearmint tic tacs are nasty
I copied this from Ashleys journal entry from new years eve...
"um nothing else really gooooin on here so i'm out and remember tonite when the countdown is at one think of all the new things you get to do next year:
-all the bad hair days
-all the dramatic periods when ur B.f is having a crisis
-all the times you spill the last thing of milk on the floor
-all the oatmeal creme partys
-all the new guys you get to meet
-all the egg whites and yoke left untouched
-all the tears shed from getting dumped by your tru LOVE
-all the times when someone buys you something really nice but NO lol
-all the conversations you have with that special someone b4 you realize that they like your othr frnd
-all the new clothes you get
-all the unexperienced moments that lie around every turn
-and all of lifes little adventures that make you wish you were DeAd."
Oh my Goddy god god. That killed me. ALL THE EGGWHITES AND YOKE UNTOUCHED. ASHLEY YOU HO! Wait, I can't say anything. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE HERE ASH. My god. I love that. I cant get rid of this awful yellow background thingy, it followed me from ashleys journal.
THINGS TO ACCOMPLISH TOMORROW:
1. Math Assessment
2. Get combo changed and see who effed up my locker
3. COPY SPANISH HOMEWORK FROM SOMEONE
4. Order patterns [MY MOM GAVE ME 10 BUCKS I CAN BUY... 9 PATTERNS WITH THAT]
5. Confront some people
6. AVOID GETTING MOBBED WITH HUGS FROM MARK AGAIN
7. Workin on making my FLEECE skirt with beeble!
8. Avoid any fightingness
Posted at 08:14 pm by BlackandWhite
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Done fighting.
Still feel like i didnt say everything i needed to. But I got my point across.
love and sex and lonliness.
M.O.D. I bet someone has died from it.
Posted at 07:43 pm by BlackandWhite
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Fighting continues.
So stupid.
So pointless.
Posted at 07:27 pm by BlackandWhite
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Wow, certain people are so certainly dumb.
And I certainly dont like them.
Gah why do you all love to add stress on me? Two friends talk about eachother and I want so bad to tell the other but i cant bc thats lame and not happening. Another needs to get over themselves. Another needs to get over me. Another needs to stop telling people crap. But don't get me wrong at all, there are those few people in the world who could mess up everything and I'd still love them all.
Hum. Me and Diana are kinda fighting right now. Fighting over something so incredibly stupid i cant take it. God, this is stressing me out. I mean, dude, tell 'em what you feel not put it in your profile. Its so childish. And as Jill would say, lame. But this is lamer than lame. This is lames times 983423947923874923. Plus 9 1/3.
Anyways.
ThsTmeImperfct: "you make me giggle"
ThsTmeImperfct: hahahahahaha
PaleGreenStars53: hehehee
ThsTmeImperfct: "that makes me wanna throw up a little"
Thank you beebs, i loveses you! BUT YOURE GOING OUT WITH KYLE NOW OMG I LOVE YOU YAY AWWW IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU... this is the 1st and last time you me and jamie will all have the beaus. GO US MAN. YOU WON'T BE THE LAST.... EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE ;) OOH BEBE I DARE YA.
I dont need what you ain't got.
<3
Posted at 07:23 pm by BlackandWhite
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Totoro makes jessi happy.
Totoro makes jill do other things.
Posted at 04:49 pm by BlackandWhite
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Posted at 04:25 pm by BlackandWhite
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and i was thinking its hurts me thinking that these nights that we were drinking never got us anywhere
Wooow what a long arse day.
Mmmkay, so me and bebe worked in partners in math and had fun. A few months ago we declared thursday be our emo day [long story, dont ask] but neither of us looked emo. She told me that Nick (dianas ex) came up to her and was like "I THOUGHT IT WAS EMO DAY!"... neither of us told him about emo day.. weird. We also decided to go vegetarian... hahaha. She was like "MY MOM MADE ME EAT STEAK LAST NIGHT I ALMOST CRIED" and my mom made me eat a cheeseburger and we were all said. So we said we were giving up beef products only- bc chicken is yummy. Lol. No cow pig fishies for us. I bet that will last less than a week- esp since I'm going to my dad's house.
Espanol was sucky but it always is.
Fashion Tech me and beebs picked out some kickin patterns. I think I'm gunna make this wide necked like striped shirt with this really pretty skirt. THE PATTERNS ARE ONLY 1.05. Yeees.
Science watched Mr M make a cloud, and turned in some work. "10 points off for taking my picture...." Hah. Oh the stupid biatch decided to sit next to me again. I wanted to shoot her.
Lunch was lunch.
English had that Ms Uncle biatch. I hate her.
Lsn assessment boring crap. Steven shavededededed his head. Makes me sad. I win.
NOW for the interesting part. I took some gummi bears from Jamie A and was walking to my locker and then saw Scott and he tols me that I needed to change my locker combo... I was very confused. Walked into this classroom near my locker and everything in my locker was there. Scott said it was like everywhere and he picked it up and brought it into the classroom. Brought my books [including 3 textbooks with the covers ripped off] back to my locker and scott had to open my locker bc it was being a hoe and not opening. We were down by C hallway when the bell rang. Walked to my next class pretty pissed didnt really care I was late and walked in about 5 minutes late. Mrs M didn't say anything probably bc I was all mad and crap. Took the health assessment. Complained.
Went to Scotts locker [surprised it wasnt vandalized lol], walked to the buses and chilled with Diana. We tried to think of people who would do that jank to my locker. We named people off- Bebe? No! Jamie? No! Ashley? No! and the list went on. Diana thinks it might be Derrick [lol wtf] bc he likes me and I'm going out with Scott and mah mah mah. When he asked me why I was mad in health he was very hesitant. And like "Oh wuhwuhwheres your locker at?" All stuttering and crap. It couldve been him. But I mean, thats very loserish- even for him. I cant really think of anyone with a grudge on me. Well yeah I can. One in particular sticks out. But she doesn't know where my locker is. It was probably just some losers and hoes picking a random locker to eff up.
Looked at my computer and it had this blank screen with some instructions and I was like no no no bc thats what happened when my computer crashed- but i realized it was bc i had a floppy disc in the drive. Smooth.
Man, what a day. Scott was being so great about everything- picking up my books and waiting for me and then being late to class. I feel kinda bad about it all, but there was nothing I could do besides turn back time and stop the hoes from destroying my crap. Hah, if I saw like Ashley (just an example) with her books everywhere sure I'd help her but I wouldn't have done all that Scott did. I'm definately a lucky one. Thanks so much.
Now, I'm listening to the song, "Whats This?" from nbc. Its on that burnt CD. Oh, now its THAT THING YOU DO by the Wonders. Hahahha, I loved that movie! I was so obsessed with it, even though I saw it once. I love the song.
*Reminder bring 2.10 for Fashion Tech*
Ever so sweet [you baked it in cakes for me],
~Jessi
ps.- MAYBE THE ARSES THAT EFFED MY LOCKER THOUGHT THEY COULD OUT DO ME IN THE VANDALIZING SECTION?! HAHAHAHA THATS WHAT IT IS, BUT SORRY- SILLY STRING TAKES LOCKER VANDALIZATION ANY DAY! HAHAHA....loser....
Posted at 03:25 pm by BlackandWhite
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Wednesday, January 7
I keep thinking about how incredibly happy beebsy was today, dunno why. Seeing her that happy just made my day. Thats probably what took away my migraine. I was like YAAAY BEBE IS HAPPY! Besides she had really kickin' pants. You can't be sad wearing those pants. Its like... a law. We are so making this really cute tank top and panties set thing we saw. Its so cute! The colors we saw were pink plaidness. I want polka dotted tank tops and panties. Thatd be hot. We can probably make it too! I figure patterns cost 12 bucks we could each pay 7 (for tax, too) and share the pattern and then we can go fabric shopping together. Lol. We are so making our own brand. Beeeeeeeeeeebe.
This one doesnt know all anymore *cries*. A CERTAIN SOMEONE WONT TELL ME WHO THEY LIKE. That ho. He aaaalwaaays tells me who he likes. Always. Now he decides not to. Makes Jessi sad. *Cries*.
Mmm I wanna play a game of BS real bad. I love looking thru the cards, giving the other player a sly look, and yelling "BS!" and then having them pick up all the cards.... but usually i just yelled bs just so i can yell it. Jill knows my tricks now- as i know hers. But I'll have to teach Didi and everyone how to play it so we can play. That would rock.
Willie and Nick are watching the OC right now. Dorks.
Kitty bus. I love the kitty bus. Jill is having Totoro's babies.
Oh- i'm not going to my dads til saturday so friday anyone up for...anything? A game of BS? A round to your house? Anything?
Ahhr there is so much I wanna say in here (at the moment its good stuff! happeh stuff!) but its like "okay 1120some people have read this. One of them is bound to criticize this. So I can't. Ooohh this one is happy. Its like even though i can count 34983294 things wrong with everything right now, everything is perfect. I couldn't be happier anywhere else than where I am right now.
Night you guys! Sweet dreamin'
You're my good feeling,
~Jessi
Ps. I did NOT mention goo goo dolls once. This is a good night.
Pps. IF YOURE GUNNA TALK SHIAT ABOUT ME... DONT DO IT WHEN IM SITTING DIAGONAL FROM YOU. Lol. People are so dumb its funny. Hahaha- diana- "*YELLS* JEAAAAAAALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUS!" Man they are so lame. I love it. They know who they are. They probably read this too. Haha good.
Posted at 09:24 pm by BlackandWhite
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