Wow... just wow... Eeep. Eeehehe. Alright so around 7:40 I decided HEY ITS LUNAR TIME! So I went outside in nothing but my sweatpants, slippers, t-shirt, and Scotts jacket (i dont think ill give it back to him.)  I was freezing... Around 7:50 Miran called and we watched the lunar eclipse via phone. "Look!! Its getting SMALLER!!!!!!" hahaha. Then she had to go around 8 i guess and I just sat outside and watched, it was so pretty, but its the kind of thing where you need someone to be with you... *sigh* Around 8:30 I was freeeeezing but I didn't wanna go in, but thankfully my mom told me to get inside bc i was gunna get sick. 45ish minutes outside in freezingness. Very nice. Then I went upstairs in my room and got my blanket from the game and stacked up to pillows by the window and turned off the lights. I found my poetry book 'tumbling into tomorrow' (the one with MY poem in it.. yay i've been published! to bad it was probably a scam..) and so I turned on my Lava Lamp so I could see the pages. I read and in between poems glanced up at the moon. I had Something Corporate playing - man it was a nearly perfect moment. Then around 9:10 Miran called and we were watching it again "Look ITS GETTING BIGGER!!!!!" Hahaha. Then around 9:25 I came here. Clouds are in the way now. Eh. My glowstick IS STILL GLOWING. Jesus. I must be starstruck.  
Love until later,
jessi

Dude! Its still glowing!!! For 24 hours... jesus! I talked to Scott and Miran a few hours ago and they said theirs went out... but mine is still in full glow. Ill be sad when it dies, lol. I talked to Jessie Bebe and I got a lot of stuff off my chest and it feels good to know she knows how i feel, and vice versa. I wish her the best of luck bc i love her so, but as I've said, he better not hurt her, but she's stronger than I am so she wont get hurt like I did. Anyways, tomorrow will be a long day. Going to the mall with my mom, target, borders, movies with Scott, and then project winter cleaning. I'll be up and moving from 9am-6pm, I hope I don't crash during the movie. Tomorrow should be fun though, even if I am coming down with a bit of a cough (thanks to miran... *evil glare*). I keep thinking about that insane guy last night cussing scott out. That was freaky... Mmm I watched TV for most of the day, and i am still in my pj's... such a nice wonderful lazy day! Man... Eee.. I'm all smiley... for no... reason... I've been listening to September Satellites like all day, man I love them. Man I am in a great mood... NO ONE better bring me down this time!

One day I'll spill you're coffee,
One day you'll b-r-e-a-k _{my fall,}
One day I'll really find you these things
They tend to crash
It always hurts so bad
And one day you will be right
And all thats left to say is this
One day we'll be our witness
One day I'll never go back
Never go back this time!

Your Screams: I HAVE CHEESE
Your Screams: humm
PaleGreenStars53: .......
PaleGreenStars53: chhhheese
Your Screams: i have..CHEESE CUBIES
PaleGreenStars53: *eye twitches*
PaleGreenStars53: i think we do too
PaleGreenStars53: cheese gives me energy tog et up
PaleGreenStars53: must look for cheese
Your Screams: need the calcium of the power cheese
PaleGreenStars53: no cheese.
PaleGreenStars53: but snapple.
Your Screams: pahhhhhhhhh
Your Screams: ::shoots you offically::
PaleGreenStars53: -officially-
PaleGreenStars53: -dead-
Your Screams: SNAPPLE FOR I!
PaleGreenStars53: -.......-
Your Screams: ::grabs bagels::
Your Screams: ::runs::
PaleGreenStars53: -dead... still-
Your Screams: :shoots you again::
PaleGreenStars53: -dead thrice times-
Your Screams: now you are alive.
PaleGreenStars53: yay
PaleGreenStars53: my glow stick is still glowing
PaleGreenStars53: i got it around 7 last ngiht
Your Screams: hummmhhh
Your Screams: maybe it has cheese in it
PaleGreenStars53: ah yes the power of cheese
Your Screams: i need more cheese
PaleGreenStars53: me too
Your Screams: brb
PaleGreenStars53: mmk
Your Screams: i have......
Your Screams: vanilla coke.
PaleGreenStars53: me too
PaleGreenStars53: and snapple
PaleGreenStars53: i have both wih me
Your Screams: F U!!!!!!
PaleGreenStars53: hehehe
PaleGreenStars53: well you have cheese
PaleGreenStars53: so we are even
Your Screams: yes yes i do
PaleGreenStars53: well i found the rings
PaleGreenStars53: about 5 of them
Your Screams: hummm
Your Screams: traces of plastic ringage
PaleGreenStars53: yes yes
PaleGreenStars53: 3 of them are
PaleGreenStars53: clear
Your Screams: wenoifhiehfhwe9f
PaleGreenStars53: one is clear with a pink tint
PaleGreenStars53: i love it
Your Screams: give me a clear one
Your Screams: A SINGLE CLEAR
PaleGreenStars53: okay
Your Screams: I WILL GIVE YOU CHEESE
PaleGreenStars53: OKAY
PaleGreenStars53: M0OGLE HAPPY
Your Screams: HAHHAAHHAHAHA
PaleGreenStars53: and..... are you ready for this.....
PaleGreenStars53: A NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS VIDEO GAME
Your Screams: few9U9-WETWE892DFDFSADF]
Your Screams: WETWE!
Your Screams: ::DIES::
PaleGreenStars53: -runs to your house-
PaleGreenStars53: -takes cheese-
PaleGreenStars53: -runs away-
PaleGreenStars53: -eats cheese-
Your Screams: ::runs after you::
PaleGreenStars53: -wipes any traces of cheese off of mouth-
PaleGreenStars53: do do do -whistles-
Your Screams: :shouts, WHERE IS MY CHEESE!!!!!!::
PaleGreenStars53: -IN MUH BELLAY-
Your Screams: ::shoots you offically::
PaleGreenStars53: -OFFICIALLY OFFICIALLY DEADDY DEAD DEAD-
Your Screams: no one..takes my cheese.
Your Screams: ::pulls cheese out of gun and eats it::
PaleGreenStars53: NARF CHEESE

Its 9 AM! Jeez I'm up early... Wheee. Okay so here's how the night went  down.
Around 6 Scott picked me up and we headed to the game. His van is so cool... it has a TV... and its so.... push a button and it closes the door... AMAZING.... Then we got to the game and we saw Miran and I havent seen her in months and we were all stupid but oh well. We ventured to the Westlake side and Ms Isaac was like IM SORRY BUT NO LACKEY STUDENTS ARE ALLOWED ON THE WESTLAKE SIDE. Then i was like BUT MS ISAAC MIRAN IS A WESTLAKIAN! AND I NEED TO GO OOOOVER THERE!! and she goes OKAY... I NEVER SAW YOU... GO! it was pretty great. When we got over there Scott was talking to his cheerleader friend so me and Miran ventured around the WHS side. I saw people I didn't want to see. And I saw RICHARD FLUHARTY! YAAY!!!! Well... I didn't say hi... i shouldve... but i was to scared that he wouldnt remember me since I havent seen him since 5th grade. I've changed a lot from then. Long hair, bangs, glasses, braces, stupid and now I have medium hair, no bangs, no glasses, no braces, and I'm still stupid. But I did think he remembered me bc he kept looking at me, and also some people were yelling JESSICA J (never found out who it was but like 5 people were yelling my name...) and so maybe he caught on. Oh well. Miran told me when I was over there some guys were like "Did you see her? The gothic one?" and pointing to me. How am I gothic in any way? LOL. Um I was wearing green pants and a white and black turtle neck and a scarf. OH SO GOTHIC. *cough.* Whatever. A bunch of people kept looking at me over there... it scared me... JUST B/C IM A LACKEYIAN DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING *hides in corner*. Scott got his sideburns done, and he looked like Elvis, it was so cool. Well, it was until a middle aged 40 year old black guy came up to him and started yelling at him. I couldn't really understand what he was saying but what I got out of it was "Yo man halloween was 4565ing a week ago you 343554 you with your 4325in sideburns i should slap your 4324 *insert random cuss words here for the next two minutes*" It was so scary man bc the guy was like 40!!! Ahhh! It was freaky. I thought Scott was about to get his bum kicked from here to China. I think I died. Then Scott bought me and miran GLLLOOOOOWsticks mine was pink and miran's was orange. Wheee. Mines still glowing on! Glow!!!  Wheehehehe. My fav part of the night was sitting on the blanket we bought from Patrick for a buck (its actually really nice too.) watching the stars facing away from the stadium. Man it was so pretty. I wish some of the lights were turned out though so we could see them more clearly. It was a perfect november night. Then miran left and me and scott bought some funnel cake and he took me home. I got home, all smiles, then my night was ruined. I found out something that I never thought would happen... never ever... and of course it did, and ruined my night. I slept on it, and as long as she's happy and he doesn't hurt her (cuz i will kick his bum if he does YOU DONT MESS WITH THEM...) and I dont see them making out or anything, I'll be fine. Who am I kidding.. it still hurts. But whatever. I'm off.
Love until later,

-Jessi

Oh, we also won the game. KNIBB HIGH SCHOOL FOOTBALL RULES! (haha billy madison for you stupid ones...) But yes LACKEY won and not you WESTLAKERS..AHH..

eeeee nick and lauren- aww!!! (nick you know I had to do that)

Oh the memory is like the sweetest pain
Yeah, I kissed the girl at a football game
I can still smell the sweat and the grass stains
We walked home together. I was never the same.
Won't you _{lie down} here right now
In this November grass

tonight... was the best night ever... and then.. it just got shattered into a million peices.. god..

Hey,
 Today was pretty good. Wheehoo. Um, so we got our report cards and I got all A's and one B (in geometry of course) and my gpa was 4.143 I was amazed! Wow. I am <---> this close to finishing the Duke of Spook. The stuffing is in it!!! All I need to do is HAND STITCH (meep) the nose and make the cane, hat, and bowtie. It will rock my own socks. Lunch was standing in lines the whole time- the lunch line and then the line for tickets. Twas madness. Oh god, hahaha... So after 7th period I was in Mrs U's room in C hallway and so I walked to the snack machines to get some food. Cookies, mmm. Then I walked to the health room and no one was in there. Weird. So I went to the  computer lab in the lower level. No one was there. Very weird. So I went back upstairs and back to the health room where no one was. Confused, I am. I wait for about 30 seconds and then walk to the snack machines and buy more food. Then the bell rings. So I walk to the library where they were in that computer lab. It was so frustrating. C hallway, cafeteria, health room, down stairs, health room, cafeteria, then library. I got in class about 2 minutes after the bell rang but Ms Middleton likes me so she didnt care. So I spent a total of 7 minutes walking. I saw Diana twice in the hallways and Ashley and Sammy so that was cool, but I hated walking. Then so we were on the computers and I took  this quiz thing that we were supposed to do. I am supposed to weigh 136 pounds!!! Jesus. I entered my height and age and all that crap and it said "An average person of that status weighs between 136-160 lbs" I died. Then we took this other one and I entered my weight, height, and age and it said I was 30 pounds underweight and that I should consult a physician ASAP! HAHAHA. "You are to small for youre frame, and being that thin can lead to health problems blah blah blah consult youre physician ASAP" How retarded. I was bored so I tried on Cory's jacket and he tried on my sweater jacket thing. "Jochum looks hot in that, and Cory you look like a fag" I hate it when Derrick says I'm hot. It scares me. Like... ew.. Creepy guy said HI to me, so in the most sarcastic way possible I said "hi" back and he gave me a look. I gave him one back.

Whee. Good Day!! I got a 4.143 on my report card! And a B in math and the rest A's! GO ME!!! Wheehee that made my day! -^-[^.^]-^- haha the raising of the roof, or flicking us off, you'll never know. I found out some gross information this morning that made me really mad. I'm glad I made the right desicion to say NO. And I did, so its all good. For now. Math is so dull with Bebe and Hubby across the room. I usually manage my time by playing with Josh's hair. I love it so much. It just goes... Whooshweee! I am so glad he grew it out. Love you joshay! Even though I think my twin loves him... he kept looking at Josh today and then flipping his hair. It was so funny. I died. In uh fashion tech me and bebe worked on our items and her bear and my duke of spook both look so retarded! Hahaha but i love them! Theyre so cute! "Aww.... its still ugly!!" Hehehe. Jessies bear looks like its gunna eat us, and my duke looks like a seal. "Um, is that a seal" "ITS THE DUKE!" Its gunna have a cane and everything. Pimp. In health that creepy new guy I told you about decided to sit in front of me. Danielle started laughing b/c she knows how I feel about him. I was starving and he had oreos so i say under my breath "Mah... oreos!" and he goes "What?"

Huh. Today was different, don't know how. First I'll write what I wrote duinrg 1st and 7th period, I was bored in class so I just started writing:

1st: God Forbid you waste 30 seconds of your time... How come his hair curls so much better than mine? It goes... ~~~~Woosh! I want his hair. He keeps eyeing Josh. Maybe he is gay. Yes. Thats why he has perfect hair. Agreed. Josh drew me a kickin picture. Thanks Joshua Marvin! Bell rings in 20 minutes... now.... 19....

7th: Dude. Devin quit the band. LORD. Diana is mad. I could tell. Something about Devin and Kevin got into a fight. LORD. Whatever. Baseball. Apple Pie. Chevrolet.

NEW LAY OUT NESS NOTHING SPECIAL BUT DIFFERENT LIKE

'MISS CLAVEL MADELINES BURNING UP!'
'SHALL WE CALL THE FIRE DEPARTMENT?'
TODAY IS MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF... THAT THING HAPPENING A YEAR AGO! YES! AHH WHAT A GLORIOUS DAY IT WAS! (well. a year ago, that day sucked. But its a happy day now! Happy happy happy!) I deleted all the messages in the side thingy so we can fill it up again. Today was alright. Since Miss Isaac moved our seats in math, i sit all far away from bebe and hubby but i sit right next to MY TWIN! HAHAHA I SWEAR HE LOOKS LIKE ME IN MALE FORM... AND HOW COME HIS HAIR LOOKS BETTER THAN MINE?!! Lord... I am gunna talk to him one of these days. "Hi, uh i am your twin even though you're like 2 years older than me, and by the way how do you get your hair so perfect?". Genevieveis the dogs name! YES. In 2-3rd we had that Career Day and we had a florist!!! Me and Sammy got to make a flower arrangement and it rocked. Then we had this legislative aid person but me and Sammy just tried to figure out this thingy the whole time. In science me and that kid talked about Madeline. He rocks. In english we watched THE TELL TALE HEART which I actually liked. It was all black and white, but the lighting sucked. Blah blah blah my day was pretty ordinary. It was fun though. I missed sewing though b/c of Career Day! *Sigh.* always tomorrow. Oh, and my mom is in love with Scott. Dear Lord. "Jessi's mom has got it goin' on..." Lord. Lol.
Love until later,