Man, I am so tired. Scott just left and all I have to say is yawn. We watched simpsons, daria, and harry potter. How that added up to 5 hours.. I will never know. No anime was involved - shocked. I guess thats all I can say...? Hehe. I am amazed b/c I -shared- my -last snapple-. I love my snapple to much to share the last one but I shared! GO ME. Sammy (my dog) didnt like Scott. She kept on growling and barking at him. That never happens. Sammus loves everybodaaay! Ahh well. Buttons though was nice to him... weird. I never realized how long Harry Potter was.... hahaha. I haven't seen that movie in forever. We were gunna watch Family Guy but the ps2 was being retarded and like eating the disk. It was going Mahhrdhfhgsdfsdfds. Seriously too. My jacket smells like axe! I wonder how. Hmm. Maaaan I am sooo tired. I feel mucho better about the situation from earlier today. So in conclusion today wasn't so bad, was it? "You're so hot I have to blow you out!" hahahah oooh dear lord... Welp, I'm "outie"
Love until sooner or later,
~Jessi

"Jessi dunny #dos, you are not supposed to cry when wearing a cute outfit. Its like... against the law."
-Natalie dunny numero uno in math


One thing. When you do cry. Take off your eyeliner or mascara or whatever beforehand. Me and Bebe looked like we were crying the whole day, when it was only for 15 minutes. And I don't even wear mascara.

Listening to Boxcar... we all know what that means..

This is such a complete rant. Don't criticize what I write. If you dont like what you read, then don't read it.

So... Jessie Bebe and Shane are going out. Yeah... I saw them before 1st period. I ran to 1st period and sat and thought. Then bebe came in and I told her "I know" so she didn't have to say it. Once I said that I started crying. Then she started crying. God. I couldn't believe it. We only had a few things to do in Math so after that Jessie came and we talked... and cried. Everyone looked at us like we were so retarded. She is so nice she said "I won't go out with him if you don't want me to" Yeah, I don't really want her to, but I'm not gunna be some selfish person about it. We cried some more and then we went outside and sat down on the dirty hallway ground up against the lockers and guess what we did? Cried some more. I felt like a complete dill hole for making her cry b/c I was crying. Sorry bebe... I still love you, lol. Then I went to spanish where I only had a single tear fall down my face and then we ate cake. Cake solves all problems. On the way to 2nd saw them together... Eh... Why does it hurt? I thought I was over this. Over him. I'll have to become friends with him sooner or later bc I am NOT giving up me and jessies friendship. Sorry... but... no... Then went to fashion tech with Jessie... we didnt cry. YAY. We just.. sewed. It was like we got divorced b/c I got my own bag for my crap in that class now so I hda to move all my stuff from her box to my plastic bag. In some odd way it was depressing, b/c in my mind it was symbolizing something more. But Ill get over it... God, I hope so. I feel like such a stupid ditzy girl and I hate it. I'm reminding me of all those girls and it makes me mad to know I am like them. God, I am them. I'm sorry Jessie. For what, I'm not sure... but, I am. I hate it when people ask "Whats wrong?" to me, because it reminds me of what is wrong and I jsut want to get the heck away from there. Like, Ill try to talk to someone about it, then Ill end up shutting up and not getting anything I want to say out b/c I am scared to, and I hate it. Lunch sucked. The whole friggin day sucked. I cant get it off my mind and I feel so retarded. Scotts coming over in less than 2 hours and it figures he has to come over today of all days. Today is more of a 'anti social i need to think' type of day not 'yay lets hang out' day, but I'm sure we'll have fun, bc we always do. Today was a test of me and jessie's friendship i think, and if it was, we passed... b/c I still love her like the bebe she is (not in a sexual way lol). Mmm I want some more comfort food. Aka Salt and Vinegar chips -  thanks sammy. Well...
 

Yes. Still.

MmMmMm. Don't even ask. Dinner was good. Goody good good. I had an overdose of bebeq (lol) sauce i almost died. It was so hot. Like... yes. At the movies - i know i will forget to tell her so i must put it in here - i saw JOSH DYER. He grew his hair out and it looks so dumb. Ahhhrrr. Evil man hoe. That her should know who she is now *winks*. So uh anyway after my OD of BBQ (bebe!) sauce my stomach hurt.. to much intake... I only have 15 peices of gum to last me this week. Have you noticed I am ADDICTED to gum? I am chewing it right now. I am hardly ever not chewing it. Mmm, yummy goodness of Gum. Eeeeooo! My fav song is on! YAAAY! ONE DAY I WILL REALLY FIND OUT THESE THINGS THEY TEND TO CRASH....! Eeeeheehee Yaaaaaaieeee. Haha "Yaie" Sure why not. I have to de-embarassify my room before tomorrow but i know while he is over I will find something and be like "I hope he doesn't notice that..." it always happens. The only person I dont bother messing with my room before they come over is well, Kara, Jill and Diana. The rest I'm like clean clean clean. I better do that before Simpsons comes on..
JESSIE BEBE.... YOU DARED ME... Will I? Probably not... I triple dog dare me.
Love until tomorrow,

-Jessi (Bebe hun, eggie, wife, french, marley... could go on forever)

You Cotton Headed Ninny Muggins!!!!

Wheee I heart Elf.

Such a good movie... They were out of Banana Strawberry smoothies so I had to settle for sprite. (Hahha ashleyyy "something light to drink so you can refreash your self like sprite" i remembered!) Mmm. The theatre was paaaaaacked so me and scott had to sit in the 2nd row! Talk about neck crampingness. This like 11 year old dude sat two seats away from me and he kept looking at me and scott. It was weird... but I dont think anyone noticed but me. Oh well. I'm writing and awaiting dinner. Mashed potatoes and chicken tenders - yummay. I heard Redskins won - wah...and hoo. The whole time at the movies I kept singing Snowfall Around 10 (GEEZ I am in love with Sept. Satellite... I need to get their CD instead of listening to these 4 songs on repeat.) I added my movie ticket to the door to cover up some empty spaces. YOURE ARMS ARE OPEN TO ME TONIGHT! Sorry, song outburst. All in all, I had a great time at the movies. Tomorrow should be fun when me and him have our Movie Day (finally.) and then we have Tuesday off. Sweet... Tomorrow will go by reeeally slow. I bet. I know... Well, DINNER!
Love until later,

Amanda: guys are impressed with girls who know about football
PaleGreenStars53: well.. i know some about football. like the basics.
A: like what
PaleGreenStars53: like when the guy runs across the line its a touchdown

Wow... just wow... Eeep. Eeehehe. Alright so around 7:40 I decided HEY ITS LUNAR TIME! So I went outside in nothing but my sweatpants, slippers, t-shirt, and Scotts jacket (i dont think ill give it back to him.)  I was freezing... Around 7:50 Miran called and we watched the lunar eclipse via phone. "Look!! Its getting SMALLER!!!!!!" hahaha. Then she had to go around 8 i guess and I just sat outside and watched, it was so pretty, but its the kind of thing where you need someone to be with you... *sigh* Around 8:30 I was freeeeezing but I didn't wanna go in, but thankfully my mom told me to get inside bc i was gunna get sick. 45ish minutes outside in freezingness. Very nice. Then I went upstairs in my room and got my blanket from the game and stacked up to pillows by the window and turned off the lights. I found my poetry book 'tumbling into tomorrow' (the one with MY poem in it.. yay i've been published! to bad it was probably a scam..) and so I turned on my Lava Lamp so I could see the pages. I read and in between poems glanced up at the moon. I had Something Corporate playing - man it was a nearly perfect moment. Then around 9:10 Miran called and we were watching it again "Look ITS GETTING BIGGER!!!!!" Hahaha. Then around 9:25 I came here. Clouds are in the way now. Eh. My glowstick IS STILL GLOWING. Jesus. I must be starstruck.  
Love until later,
jessi

Dude! Its still glowing!!! For 24 hours... jesus! I talked to Scott and Miran a few hours ago and they said theirs went out... but mine is still in full glow. Ill be sad when it dies, lol. I talked to Jessie Bebe and I got a lot of stuff off my chest and it feels good to know she knows how i feel, and vice versa. I wish her the best of luck bc i love her so, but as I've said, he better not hurt her, but she's stronger than I am so she wont get hurt like I did. Anyways, tomorrow will be a long day. Going to the mall with my mom, target, borders, movies with Scott, and then project winter cleaning. I'll be up and moving from 9am-6pm, I hope I don't crash during the movie. Tomorrow should be fun though, even if I am coming down with a bit of a cough (thanks to miran... *evil glare*). I keep thinking about that insane guy last night cussing scott out. That was freaky... Mmm I watched TV for most of the day, and i am still in my pj's... such a nice wonderful lazy day! Man... Eee.. I'm all smiley... for no... reason... I've been listening to September Satellites like all day, man I love them. Man I am in a great mood... NO ONE better bring me down this time!

One day I'll spill you're coffee,
One day you'll b-r-e-a-k _{my fall,}
One day I'll really find you these things
They tend to crash
It always hurts so bad
And one day you will be right
And all thats left to say is this
One day we'll be our witness
One day I'll never go back
Never go back this time!

Your Screams: I HAVE CHEESE
Your Screams: humm
PaleGreenStars53: .......
PaleGreenStars53: chhhheese
Your Screams: i have..CHEESE CUBIES
PaleGreenStars53: *eye twitches*
PaleGreenStars53: i think we do too
PaleGreenStars53: cheese gives me energy tog et up
PaleGreenStars53: must look for cheese
Your Screams: need the calcium of the power cheese
PaleGreenStars53: no cheese.
PaleGreenStars53: but snapple.
Your Screams: pahhhhhhhhh
Your Screams: ::shoots you offically::
PaleGreenStars53: -officially-
PaleGreenStars53: -dead-
Your Screams: SNAPPLE FOR I!
PaleGreenStars53: -.......-
Your Screams: ::grabs bagels::
Your Screams: ::runs::
PaleGreenStars53: -dead... still-
Your Screams: :shoots you again::
PaleGreenStars53: -dead thrice times-
Your Screams: now you are alive.
PaleGreenStars53: yay
PaleGreenStars53: my glow stick is still glowing
PaleGreenStars53: i got it around 7 last ngiht
Your Screams: hummmhhh
Your Screams: maybe it has cheese in it
PaleGreenStars53: ah yes the power of cheese
Your Screams: i need more cheese
PaleGreenStars53: me too
Your Screams: brb
PaleGreenStars53: mmk
Your Screams: i have......
Your Screams: vanilla coke.
PaleGreenStars53: me too
PaleGreenStars53: and snapple
PaleGreenStars53: i have both wih me
Your Screams: F U!!!!!!
PaleGreenStars53: hehehe
PaleGreenStars53: well you have cheese
PaleGreenStars53: so we are even
Your Screams: yes yes i do
PaleGreenStars53: well i found the rings
PaleGreenStars53: about 5 of them
Your Screams: hummm
Your Screams: traces of plastic ringage
PaleGreenStars53: yes yes
PaleGreenStars53: 3 of them are
PaleGreenStars53: clear
Your Screams: wenoifhiehfhwe9f
PaleGreenStars53: one is clear with a pink tint
PaleGreenStars53: i love it
Your Screams: give me a clear one
Your Screams: A SINGLE CLEAR
PaleGreenStars53: okay
Your Screams: I WILL GIVE YOU CHEESE
PaleGreenStars53: OKAY
PaleGreenStars53: M0OGLE HAPPY
Your Screams: HAHHAAHHAHAHA
PaleGreenStars53: and..... are you ready for this.....
PaleGreenStars53: A NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS VIDEO GAME
Your Screams: few9U9-WETWE892DFDFSADF]
Your Screams: WETWE!
Your Screams: ::DIES::
PaleGreenStars53: -runs to your house-
PaleGreenStars53: -takes cheese-
PaleGreenStars53: -runs away-
PaleGreenStars53: -eats cheese-
Your Screams: ::runs after you::
PaleGreenStars53: -wipes any traces of cheese off of mouth-
PaleGreenStars53: do do do -whistles-
Your Screams: :shouts, WHERE IS MY CHEESE!!!!!!::
PaleGreenStars53: -IN MUH BELLAY-
Your Screams: ::shoots you offically::
PaleGreenStars53: -OFFICIALLY OFFICIALLY DEADDY DEAD DEAD-
Your Screams: no one..takes my cheese.
Your Screams: ::pulls cheese out of gun and eats it::
PaleGreenStars53: NARF CHEESE

Its 9 AM! Jeez I'm up early... Wheee. Okay so here's how the night went  down.
Around 6 Scott picked me up and we headed to the game. His van is so cool... it has a TV... and its so.... push a button and it closes the door... AMAZING.... Then we got to the game and we saw Miran and I havent seen her in months and we were all stupid but oh well. We ventured to the Westlake side and Ms Isaac was like IM SORRY BUT NO LACKEY STUDENTS ARE ALLOWED ON THE WESTLAKE SIDE. Then i was like BUT MS ISAAC MIRAN IS A WESTLAKIAN! AND I NEED TO GO OOOOVER THERE!! and she goes OKAY... I NEVER SAW YOU... GO! it was pretty great. When we got over there Scott was talking to his cheerleader friend so me and Miran ventured around the WHS side. I saw people I didn't want to see. And I saw RICHARD FLUHARTY! YAAY!!!! Well... I didn't say hi... i shouldve... but i was to scared that he wouldnt remember me since I havent seen him since 5th grade. I've changed a lot from then. Long hair, bangs, glasses, braces, stupid and now I have medium hair, no bangs, no glasses, no braces, and I'm still stupid. But I did think he remembered me bc he kept looking at me, and also some people were yelling JESSICA J (never found out who it was but like 5 people were yelling my name...) and so maybe he caught on. Oh well. Miran told me when I was over there some guys were like "Did you see her? The gothic one?" and pointing to me. How am I gothic in any way? LOL. Um I was wearing green pants and a white and black turtle neck and a scarf. OH SO GOTHIC. *cough.* Whatever. A bunch of people kept looking at me over there... it scared me... JUST B/C IM A LACKEYIAN DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING *hides in corner*. Scott got his sideburns done, and he looked like Elvis, it was so cool. Well, it was until a middle aged 40 year old black guy came up to him and started yelling at him. I couldn't really understand what he was saying but what I got out of it was "Yo man halloween was 4565ing a week ago you 343554 you with your 4325in sideburns i should slap your 4324 *insert random cuss words here for the next two minutes*" It was so scary man bc the guy was like 40!!! Ahhh! It was freaky. I thought Scott was about to get his bum kicked from here to China. I think I died. Then Scott bought me and miran GLLLOOOOOWsticks mine was pink and miran's was orange. Wheee. Mines still glowing on! Glow!!!  Wheehehehe. My fav part of the night was sitting on the blanket we bought from Patrick for a buck (its actually really nice too.) watching the stars facing away from the stadium. Man it was so pretty. I wish some of the lights were turned out though so we could see them more clearly. It was a perfect november night. Then miran left and me and scott bought some funnel cake and he took me home. I got home, all smiles, then my night was ruined. I found out something that I never thought would happen... never ever... and of course it did, and ruined my night. I slept on it, and as long as she's happy and he doesn't hurt her (cuz i will kick his bum if he does YOU DONT MESS WITH THEM...) and I dont see them making out or anything, I'll be fine. Who am I kidding.. it still hurts. But whatever. I'm off.
Love until later,

-Jessi

Oh, we also won the game. KNIBB HIGH SCHOOL FOOTBALL RULES! (haha billy madison for you stupid ones...) But yes LACKEY won and not you WESTLAKERS..AHH..

eeeee nick and lauren- aww!!! (nick you know I had to do that)

Oh the memory is like the sweetest pain
Yeah, I kissed the girl at a football game
I can still smell the sweat and the grass stains
We walked home together. I was never the same.
Won't you _{lie down} here right now
In this November grass