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Wednesday, December 10
So went to Wade. Walked around and everywhere i went i got "OOH LOOK HOW TALL YOU ARE!" and all this junk. I'm not tall worth crap. Well, taller than some people but in my opinion i'm short. I snuck into my mom's classroom and got on her computer... thats all i did. Went to the Secret Santa shop but it was packed... sigh... The lights went out while i was in the classroom and it was pitch black and i was like HOLY CRAP OH MY GOD and i was all scared so i slowly walked to the door then the lights came on... motion sensor... thats it. My mom was talking about Scott in the car but i tuned out completely. I DID hear her say "I want him to play his guitar for me" and I shot her an evil look and then quickly she goes "and diana needs to play for me too". I'm telling you I'm gunna end up on Jerry Springer. Or atleast Maury. Humm. Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. (fall out boooooy)
-j
Posted at 06:34 pm by BlackandWhite
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Artificially flavored?
So, me and bebe are in math and we eat some string cheese, ms isaac yells that we should eat it bc she had a boyfriend that worked in a cheese factory and she was telling us all the gross stuff they do, and we continued eating. Then she hands out this paper and me and bebe were working on it together and ms isaac goes, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?? THIS IS A QUIZ!" then she yells and yells and yells "i should give you guys a zero jhfsdjfdj you wonder why i moved you away rfom eachothter jfhsdjfhs" etc etc it was so retarded I was about to slap her. In spanish i watched this guy pull a rubber band back on his hand like 38718931 times. It was entertaining. Fashion Tech did jack and it pissed me off, I was like "MRS KICK I NEED SOME HELP I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FREAKIN DO!" so eventually she comes over, and then she looks at jessie's scarf she's making and starts telling her what she needs to do, then walks away. I was like what the frick are you doing. FGfgd. Science talked to the same old people about the same old stuff. Blah blah blah... oh kyle did get a mohawk. Hah, in english we were playing this weird spelling game and mr capper called me bridgett (my moms name) and then I spelled cemetery correctly so I had to throw the ball into the basket. He was like "I knew you were dreading this.. but you have to do it." so i walk to the back of the room and im thinking "I CANT EVEN THROW THE BALL THAT FAR!" but I throw it, all eyes on me, hits the ceiling, and came <-> that close from Kevin's head. I just stare, then start busting out laughing. Diana comes and gives me a hug and I sit down. Had to find a pencil so I go into my backpack and theres like 38472394729847923 dollar bills everywhere and im like "HOLY CRAP!!!" and I get all excited for a few seconds... then realize... this money isn't mine... so I ask diana, who can't keep a straight face which gave her away, and scott and diana put it in there.. I'm not even sure exactly why, but I put the money in scott's pocket the next time I saw him... I shoulda kept a buck though bc I wanted (and still want) some chips. LSN kinda sat there. . . health went to the gym. I sat and listened to some music (mostly the darkness, i had to refrain from dancing and belting out the lyrics haha) and watched cory and derrick throw water bottles.... fun, huh? Got on the bus, diana musta left early or something... I was listening to my music and to perin and the senior guy's conversation... i was listening to perin saying how he hates gothic people and whatnot and he looks at me and was like "are you offended now?" and I just kinda look at hin and go "No... bc i am not gothic... look at me perin. I am wearing a sweater thingy... and blue pants... oooh so gothic." "Well, you hang out with the gothic people." "No i dont? Since when?" "Well you were with them today" "No.. I was saying bye to diana when she was talking to them..." "I hate your boyfriend too" "Whats wrong with scott?!" "I dunno I just dont like him he looks like someone i used to hate" "Thats so retarded" then the senior jumps in and goes "OH MY GOD HE IS MY SEXY MAN! Geez you guys sound like youre fighting over him" then I put my headphones on and space out.. Come home, ate some ice cream, made hot chocolate, now I'm here. I might go over to Scott's tonight and 'help him clean' but I doubt that will follow through. But its worth a shot. Gotta go... watch TV or something.
Mmm Japanese Melon Soda,
-Jessi
Posted at 01:27 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
Tuesday, December 9
do you care if i don't know what to say?
PaleGreenStars53: gee its not like your going to lose your virginity in jeannie's bottle. "Yes, Master, I will have sex with you!" *DOINK*
xlilAngel869x: lol
xlilAngel869x: haha!
xlilAngel869x: thats my place in a bottle
xlilAngel869x: you watch i will find a life size bottle
xlilAngel869x: and lose it their
PaleGreenStars53: and mine will be in a good will bim
PaleGreenStars53: *bin
Teehe thats why I love ashley. Hahahaha... that has to be the greatest thing i have ever said. We were talking about how I was being cliche, but i determined she was. We are good.
So my dad picked me up and headed to the mall. Grabbed a bite at chik fil a where an old friend was working. I didn't say hi, bc i havent seen him since 5th grade thinking he wouldn't remember me. He gave me this look like "I know who you are... but I don't know from where." Then I walked over to my dad and these two black girls were like "Her outfit is so 'slammin' i wish i could pull that off" I laughed and kept walking. Sat down, ate, and then began the journey of xmas gifts with 9 bucks on my hip (and a few dollars in change). Walk into Game Stop and see Chuck (the one from l/a who i'm giving my body to for xmas supposedly) so I go and give him a hug and we talk for a bit about the diff video games and school and my dad is standing right there, probably planning chuck's death. I saw that game Disagea that Willie talks about in his profile and once i see it i mutter "horse weiner" and Chuck looks at me all funny. Oh well its all good. Then we leave and I walk towards Sam Goody where I see Kyle. I yell KYLE and he comes running over to me (and my dad. WHY CANT HE LET ME TALK TO MY FRIENDS??!) and he said he might be getting a mohawk. I laugh, and walk onto sam goody. Then... not much happened... just kinda shopped around. Bought Jamie's gift! And Willie's gift!! I saw what I'm getting Scott, but I have to get some more money before I get it... (Sorry scott its NOT a cowboy shirt... i saw them but they were all 39.95.). I know what i'm doing for ashley, but i need something for jill and jessie and diana. No clue what ta' get them... but i'll think of something. Always do. Then we get home and I pull up in the driveway and see my christmas tree shining thru the window. They put it up while I was gone, and they decorated it. I was so mad. So I just go upstairs, take a shower, and now listening to Christmas By The Phone. OOOH rudolph is on! Gotsa watch it...
<3,
Babes (my dad called me babes infront of chuck, hahaha, my dad makes me the best nick names. But im still little j to him. ugh. little j... shut up. atleast i grew out of jessamuffalofogus.)
Posted at 08:12 pm by BlackandWhite
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Those notes you wrote me,
I've kept them all.
I've given a lot of thought
of how to write you back this fall;
With every single letter
in every single word
There will be a hidden message
about a boy that loves a girl
Man. I love that song. I usually never break out rhe boxcar unless I'm depressed but I'm happy so...? Who knows. My dad should be here any minute now. Hopefully he won't be 3 hours late. . . ANYWAYS. My mom came home and gave me this kickincat in the hat pencil with the fish on and a gigantic eraser with the fish on it. It rocks my duck striped socks til no end. Haha that reminded me of when Jamie and I went to the roller rink with her homie g ma and no one was there but us and tony deluca! Hahahaha... that was an awesome night. I think my dad's here...
Posted at 04:59 pm by BlackandWhite
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the mistletoe's hanging for no reason at all
Wow. Today was wow. Start from the beginning i suppose...
I go into math and Ashley threw me a Christmas Party for just me and her *huge smile*, we were talking last night about all this christmas junk going on and how its retarded... I'm glad I have a friend like her, I don't know to many that would throw me a "party" for that kinda thing. She made me my own christmas tree (out of green and brown paper!) and gave me a candy cane. We sung christmas songs (more like just oh christmas tree and rockin' around the christmas tree) and then... WE WROTE LETTERS TO SANTA!!! Hahahha! Mine was just the lyrics to the song "My Christmas List", but at the end i wrote "P.S. can I have my own good will bin?" Hahaha BC A GOOD WILL BIN ISN'T CLICHE!! Hee... we had some fun times there. In fashion tech I cut out my pants, and bebe cut out her shorts and she is almost done! Go bebe! I found out that fight in Mr. M's room (with the blood everywhere) was from two guys fighting about the redskins. THE REDSKINS! Good effing lord. Basically all I did was talk to Warren and Patrick in that class. They're so funny man. I don't even remember what we were talking about, oh well. Lunch was lunch, as it always is. Its getting better. Mmm whatever. Something happened in english... but i forgot... all i remember was i preeeetty mad at the beginning of class. Haha "2734827849 <-my angry drawings" (in a note i wrote to di). hahha good times.. then... lsn. I got there, and talked to that senior and I was bending over going thru my backpack when he puts his balls in my face and i laughed and he goes "You know you like it" and i say "Yeah, I know I do" and he looks at me and goes "Whoa, you don't know just how hot that was right there. Whoa that was hot" it was so funny. Then we were doing work, and Martia, who sits next to me, was eating skittles. She started making these weird movements and I just look at her funny, and she runs to the trash can. I didn't think anything of it til she like started falling down and Iw as like HOLY CRAP! and she was frickin choking! I was so scared, and so was the whole class. Mrs U did the heimlich (i think i was just kinda standing there in shock) and she tells me to go poush the button to call the office. I was completely dumbfounded. About 20 minutes later the nurse comes and I was thinking we called you a long time ago if mrs u didn't do whatever she did martia could of frickin choked to death. It was so retarded! But man I was shaking the rest of the day. Mrs U told me I am the official button pusher now. Eep. FGFfgd... Then was health! It was so fun today... we watched a movie about relationships and this guy was talking about how women like to recieve direct compliments. This started Derrick and Cory complimenting me the entire period. Eventually they ran out of compliments so they said "Wow, your earrings bring out your shoelaces" or "your pants make you eyes look so beautiful" it was so retarded but so funny. "I'd kill a deer for you!" ghghgf god he is retarded but he says something new everyday and it makes me laugh. Oh today he was talking to cory and he was like "jochum....geez.....*couldnt understand*....so.....sexy" it was so funny i almost died. Then was time to go home, and Scott told me he had to write a paper about his favorite person to be around. You know who he chose? My mom. "my favorite person to be with is jessi's mom. she always has nice things to say about me. jessi always tell me what her mother says about me. "he is so hanesome! he is so nice! stay with him jessi!" i joke with jessi about dating her mom if we ever broke up. her mother even made a deal with jessi's bestfriend to hook us up before the end of last week because she loves me so much. i even gave her a picture of me with my phone number. jessi's mom is my favorite person to be with." Thats what scott sent me. Its wrong i tell you. Then on the bus that senior guy got mad at me? I laughed at something his girlfriend said about a giraffe or something... haha. Then I was trying to read this note and Diana wanted it but she couldn't reach it so she tells the senior to grab the note and for no reason he yells "NO BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T HAVE A BIG BUTT" We just started laughing so hard and then he looks at diana and goes "WELL YOU DONT HAVE A BIG ONE EITHER!" it was great.... my dads coming soon to pick me up for christmas shopping. I have 4 bucks. Yes. I can buy stuff for Diana, Jessie, Jamie, Scott, and Ashley no problem. But I know what I'm getting/making ashley... all i need is... h dfghsd. It will work. I've got it all planned out. I make her something every year. Last year was the box filled with quotes and our pictures... it was by far the best thing ever.
Things to look for tonight:
A bottle (teehe... assssshley)
A 3 DOLLAR COWBOY SHIRT (MEDIUM!)
Candy
Food (you all better like it.)
Cards
Candy canes.
Posted at 04:23 pm by BlackandWhite
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Monday, December 8
cant explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
my heart's in over drive and you're behind the steering wheel
touching you, touching me,
touching you cause you're touching me
i believe in a thing called love,
just listen to the rythm of my heart
theres a chance we can make it now
we'll be lookin till the sun goes down
i believe in a thing called love
i wanna kiss you every minute every hour everyday
you got me in a spin but everything is a ok
touching you, touching me
touching you cause you're touching me
i believe in a thing called love,
just listen to the rythm of my heart
theres a chance we can make it now
we'll be lookin till the sun goes down
i believe in a thing called love
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I can't get this song out of my head. It could be the cause of all my giddiness. Me and Nick are driving (yes. driving.) to England to see them. And I'm getting the t-shirt. And he's getting the thong. It will be -awesome-. Posted at 08:31 pm by BlackandWhite
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where you are completly giddy over no reason at all
where you cant stop giggling over something thats not funny
where your being such a ditzy girl that it doesn't even matter
where everything you see is pink.
yeahp. I'm in one of those moods.
Posted at 07:53 pm by BlackandWhite
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you're really growing on me
or am I growing on you?
More darkness. . .
Just a thought. But how did my lip crap end up in the seat coushin of the couch? Do I even want to know?
Diana's boyfriend Nick is mad cause she came over to my place saturday night instead of going with him somewhere. "Well, if he came over here... well that's just one step away from an orgy"
Oh, by the way, thank you ashley for the announcment in science. And thanks Diana for the reenactment. *shakes head*
jessi h: my poor jessi she has crossed the defining line of something hood.. i turned my back Cursed of the Big fishes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ghsfghsdfs my favorite men! Haha the cool one is on the right. Jack. He rocks so much.
 Aww... my favorite movie. Or. almost. But pretty close. Mmm i love that movie so much. 1952. I'm still in love with the whole story line. . . eh. sorry. Just love it
Posted at 03:43 pm by BlackandWhite
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but you were the last good thing about this part of town!
Sorry. song outburst. I was super bored all today so I just wrote a huge note so i didn't have to recall what happened today when i got home. here it is.
Its 1st period... math, Ms Isaac is talking about how we are all aliens, and ashley is poking my back checking out my reflexes. It feels weird. Lol. Bebe is not here. Mucho... sucko? Yes.
Now, in spanish. Me and Natalie talked about my doctor Visit. I keep thinking about it. Yeah, I'm about to get a quiz back. Crap. Ohh 86 not to shabby. Doesn't explain how i got an 81 on my interim but screw iit. Merde she saw me chewing gum. I'm off to put my chicle in la basura. She handed backa worksheet to the rest of the class and the highest grade was a 5/15. Poor kids.
LAST PERIOD SUCKED WITHOUT BEBE THERE. Well, it didn't completely bc me and Erin pinned her pants together and we were holding up my fabric with this bowl of pins and it broke... I'm in science, I come in here and the sub yells "OKAY YOU ALL SITTING ON THIS SIDE *points to where I am sitting* YOU ALL WATCH OUT BC THERE IS BLOOD ALL OVER THE FLOOR." thanks. This girl is checking this boy for either lice, or split ends. This group of girls keep looking back at me and snickering. They're retarded if they think i don't see them. But its okay, b/c I'm listening to something corporate (i never change my CD in the cd player). Hahaha I just got done talking with Patrick. He got a fortune that said, "Hand some is that the handsome does". Hahahah! We tried to figure out what it -really- meant.. like some deep meaning... but all we thought of, was well... what you all probably think. Hahaha I had my hand in my lap bc I was holding my CD player and this dude comes up to me, "Dude are you....?" "What?" "Are you uh..." "NO!!" Hahaha I shoulda said yeah but i didn't. oh well.
Geez i'm in 8th pd health now. Um in 6th period basically i talked to chuck about how he was getting my body for christmas... haha. LSN we had a "pop" quiz, but thanks to diana it wasnt so pop. Thanks! So now I'm sitting here writing and trying to get things out of my mind. One being why the frick is Derrick blowing on my neck. He keeps bringing up cory leaving me for brazil, and being like "well i would NEVER leave her." Then he brought up something about Scott but I just tuned him out by writing this crap. Derrick is so retarded. He wants me! Hahah, just kidding. Well. I guess he does? *Shivers*. Bad thoughts. This is the James Sandy incident all over again... cept I won't push Derrick onto Diana as i did for James (hahaha sorrrrry di di). Ew ew ew. Derrick just said he would kill a deer for me. I just glared at him and said, "Poor deer!"
Thats it, now I'm home. When I got home I was blaring the darkness and making hot chocolate holy crap you all shoulda seen me I was bouncing aorund the kitchen spraying whipped cream all in my mouth and everywhere it was so great. Hahah I'm thinking of me and ash's convo last night. "WELL IF YOU SAY PROM NIGHT IS CLICHE.... WELL WHAT.. THATS WHY IM NOT DOING IT IN A BED NOW THATS CLICHE! HELLO GOOD WILL BIN!" Hahaha we are so retarded... YOU TRY TELLING ME WHATS CLICHE! Mother f... I just spilled some hot choc on me. Oh well. Its all good. SOME ONE ATE ALL MY BROWNIES... THERE ARE TWO LEFT! TWO! My mom's out treating one of her students to dinner... her mom died... another student in her class- his dad died... STOP DYING! ITS BRINGING ME DOWN! But, God, that has to suck to be in 3rd grade and have your mom/dad die... Ugh don't wanna even think about it.
REDDI WHIP! Let the fun out!
-Jessi
Posted at 03:29 pm by BlackandWhite
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Sunday, December 7
xlilAngel869x: yo yo yo
PaleGreenStars53: 'chum
xlilAngel869x: chum
xlilAngel869x: bucket
PaleGreenStars53: lol
xlilAngel869x: whats shakin
PaleGreenStars53: i meant yo'chum for jochum.... i was gunna say yo 'cum but that sounded way to wrong..
PaleGreenStars53: bacon?
xlilAngel869x: lmaop
xlilAngel869x: bakin
PaleGreenStars53: NO bacon
PaleGreenStars53: i win
xlilAngel869x: bakin bits
xlilAngel869x: i win
PaleGreenStars53: bacon bits dummy
xlilAngel869x: BaKiN not bacon
PaleGreenStars53: WELL then
PaleGreenStars53: ....
PaleGreenStars53: bacon!
PaleGreenStars53: B TO THE A TO THE CON!
xlilAngel869x: B to the A to the KIN!
PaleGreenStars53: BIA BIA WUH OOOOH
xlilAngel869x: o my good
xlilAngel869x: ness
.....
xlilAngel869x: so its a 2 persn circle
xlilAngel869x: so it can b a line
xlilAngel869x: .______.
xlilAngel869x: you. ______ .me
PaleGreenStars53: hahahha
PaleGreenStars53: yay!
PaleGreenStars53: OMG
xlilAngel869x: yes!
xlilAngel869x: OmG
PaleGreenStars53: YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS
xlilAngel869x: what
PaleGreenStars53: WE CAN
PaleGreenStars53: LINE DANCE
xlilAngel869x: yes!!!!!!!1
xlilAngel869x: line dancing
PaleGreenStars53: YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYES
xlilAngel869x: my favirtie
xlilAngel869x: i miss that stuff
PaleGreenStars53: i do too!
PaleGreenStars53: it was so fun
PaleGreenStars53: cept those girls had to ruin it by getting all into it
PaleGreenStars53: like it was orgy music
Hahaha me and ashley are so dumb... but i love it so.
I'm kinda lookin' forward to the 16th. Only because I can learn about what I have, if I have anything. I'm just not looking forward to the actual tests i am getting gone. They are retarded. Oh lets watch which way my eyes look when you make your finger go up honestly good lord man. Now I'm listening to this rap song called JESSICA. Its so funny... SO JESSI-CA HEY JESSI-CA! I downloaded Kazaa again, I decided I couldn't live without it, even though i havent used it since august. ah well. Now listening ti San Fransisco by alkaline trio. I remember listening to this as I was heading off to Cali and I almost started to cry.... geez. Man I did not want to leave maryland little did i know that i'd fall in love with san diego and never want to leave... san diego is definately 237198473 times better than this place. There is actually things to do, always clear skies (so you can count the stars at night), perfect temperature, the people are incredibly nice (and not fake!, to my surprise), AND YOU CANT GET SHOT IN THE BATHROOM STALLS. I love san diego. I want to go back. Id give anything to be there. I felt free. Like nothing mattered. That was home for me. My home for 4 days. Why did my Dad make plans to spend 6 days in las vegas? Man, we coulda spent 10 days in san diego. that would have been kickin'. Then you probably wouldn't have gotten me out of there. I would have held on to that mexican guy with the gold tooth who worked at the holiday inn cafe's shoe just so I wouldn't have to go. I'd work in that greasy kitchen for the rest of my life. Take me back! I promised Jamie that once she we can drive we are going there asap for the summer. Then me and bebe are going to las vegas to see... THE THUNDER FROM DOWN UNDER. Oh, yes.
Gabs just told me she found a crossdresser swatch. HOW EFFING COOL IS THAT? Man, she deserves a swatch like that. I saw a nun bday card today and I thought of her. Keep nunnin' it up baggage. One day, I will see rick again. With his hair of mullet.
Love until later,
Jessi Posted at 05:20 pm by BlackandWhite
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