Tuesday, December 16
best conversation ive had in a long time
PaleGreenStars53: a pop up ad for if you have erection problems you should take these kinda pills
PaleGreenStars53: i think you need that jamie
your screams: omg i always have trouble getting it up at night
PaleGreenStars53: i know you do
PaleGreenStars53: i mean
PaleGreenStars53: i try my best
PaleGreenStars53: to get it to go up for you
PaleGreenStars53: but noooo
PaleGreenStars53: you have to be stupid and it wont go up
your screams: i'm sorry you just dont do it for me anymore
PaleGreenStars53: THIS IS WHY OUR RELATIONSHIP IS ENDING JAMIE
PaleGreenStars53: YOU DONT ERECT!!!
PaleGreenStars53: ERECT FOR ME BIATCH
your screams: WELL MAYBE WE SHOULD GO ON JERRY
PaleGreenStars53: WELL MAYBE WE SHOULD
PaleGreenStars53: "WOMAN CANT ERECT- GIRLFRIEND ANGRY"
your screams: HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
your screams: THAT WOULD BE WONDEFUL
PaleGreenStars53: THAT WOULD BE SWELL
your screams: MAYBE I COULD GET IT UP FOR STEVE
PaleGreenStars53: HAHAHAHA
PaleGreenStars53: BUT NOT FOR ME?!!
PaleGreenStars53: I SEE HOW IT IS.
your screams: MAYBE IF YOU SHAVE YOUR HEAD??!
PaleGreenStars53: MAYBE IF YOU STOPPED SMOKING!
your screams: MAYBE IF YOU DIDNT GIVE ME THE GUM AND DIDNT GET ME EATING PATCHES!
PaleGreenStars53: MAYBE IF YOU STOPPED ERECTING OVER HAKU!
your screams: WELL HE IS A SEXY ANIME BEAST!
your screams: IT REALLY ISNT MY FAULT!
PaleGreenStars53: HAHAHA I KNOOOOOW
PaleGreenStars53: *SWOON*
your screams: we need to finish this arguement at lunch
your screams: HAHAHAHHAHA
PaleGreenStars53: hahaha okay we will we will
PaleGreenStars53: AND
your screams: alright then
your screams: AND
PaleGreenStars53: IM BRINGING IN THE DRINKAGE
your screams: >>
your screams: <<
PaleGreenStars53: THE JAPANESE
PaleGreenStars53: FOR YOU
your screams: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
your screams: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
your screams: OK
your screams: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
PaleGreenStars53: okay!
PaleGreenStars53: ill see you tomorrow at lunch
your screams: see ya tomorrow my pal
Posted at 09:09 pm by BlackandWhite
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1. QUE COMIDA SABES PREPARER BIEN?
2, CAUL ES TU PASATIEMPO FAVORITO?
3. QUE PREFIERES BEBER?
4. QUE VAS A HACER MANANA?
5. COMO ES TU AMIGO FAVORITO?
6. COMO ES TU FAMILIA?
7. A QUE HORA COMES EL ALMUERZO?
8. QUE LLEVAS CAUNDO HACE FRIO?
9. QUE TIEMPO HACE AQUI EN EL VERANO?
10. QUE HAY EN LA CLASE?
- Se preparer papas fritas con queso bien.
- Mi pasatiempo favorito es cocinar pollo con mi familia intelligente.
- Prefiero beber agua fria y limonada y leche.
- Voy a la mirar la television con mis amigos y nadar en la piscina.
- Mi amigo favorito es muy guapo y inteligente y bajo pero no es simpatico.
- Mi familia es bonita y inteligente y alta pero no es tengo mucho dinero.
- Como el almuerzo a las once de la manana.
- Caundo hace frio llevo un chaquita negro y gauntes blanco y grande y sombrero bonito.
- En el verano hace sol y hace calor y esta nublado.
- En la clase hay triente estudiantes y profesora bonita y un mapa interesente.
Now. Howd I do?
1. score!
2. yay!
3. yay again
4. Yeah im gunna watch TV and swim tomorrow. Sure.
5. my best friend is very handsome and smart and short but isnt nice. Aww. What a good friend I came up with!
6. STOP USING INTELLIGENT
7. good
8. good
9. good good
10. trienta and i guess i was trying to score brownie points by saying my teacher is pretty. tee. maybe it will work.
Thank god. I did good! And didnt cheat!! My spanish oral assessment is tomorrow and since I wasnt here today I figured I should try and study a bit. Thats the only way I could study. I feel good about it. I hope I pass. I need tp get a good grade on this spanish.
Posted at 08:36 pm by BlackandWhite
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I read my old old old journal. From 2001. I was such a dork. Just ew. "Lyk OmG... I RILLY think i lyk him" Ew. I talked like that, and typed like that. Just. Ew. And the guy I was talking about, Ew. Thank God I've changed. I hope. Lets make a chart.
Then: Now:
Long hair. LongISH hair.
Glasses. Contacts.
Braces. Non metal.
A*Teens. Blink.
N Sync. The Starting Line.
LFO. Something Corporate.
Pink. Pink!
Blue. Red.
Him. Much better him.
Stupid. Stupider.
Okay. I feel better about myself.
I got a kickin shirt. Only you can prevent Wild Fires. I love Smokey. Ew. Found week old cheese in my back pack. Tomorrow I have a test in math, spanish, science, and english. Screw make up work. This sucks. As Mrs Trice would say- inhales vigorously. You know what i wanna do. Go count the stars and sit in the grass and feel the cold air run through my veins. As stupid as that sounds that what I wanna do. Sit on that cheap arse blanket we bought and sit behind the bleachers and count the stars. Hmm. Thatd be nice. I should do that soon. Maybe I'll do it sunday. Or saturday when jill comes up (if she can.)
You grew up and you sparkled... but why dont you care?
Posted at 08:16 pm by BlackandWhite
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There is glue in my hair. And I'm not cool with that.
I'm finally back.
Got up at 7:30, didn't feel much like sleeping in to me. Oh well. Better than 6. Left for the doctors at 8. Got there- sat in a creepy room with a bed. A woman came in and measured my head 12 times (i counted) and each time used a blue marker and maked thru-out my head. Then she attached somewhere between 20-25 electrodes using paste and it stinged a bit. Most of them were on the back of my head and neck and a few were on my chest. I lyed in the bed and couln't open my eyes which was really hard for me. I was kinda sitting there singing songs in my head when one of the electrodes really started to sting my skin... but i just kept singing. Then after about 20 minutes a strobe light went off. It flashed really slow for 10 seconds. Stopped for 10 seconds. Then would start again and increased speed every time. By the 7th time it was really messing with my head I was making patterns with the light shining thru my eye lids. The very last time she did it it was blinking so fast- I started to shake. Starting of a seizure I suppose- but she stopped the light just before I started having a full on one. After 30 minutes she came in and brought me into this other room (so about 34982394 people saw me with electrodes attached everywhere.) and she took them off and my hair was so glued up it was gross. Then I was brought into a seperate room and then 5 were attached to my face. I watched lights with my eyes, then had to move my head from side to side, etc. It was really cool bc when I looked to the right I could se the screen where everything was being put on, and if I blinked the little graph deal would jump up. It was cool. Hope all my excess blinking didnt cause any damage... She did some more tests then was sent outta there after 2 hours of crap.
Went home and showered for 35 minutes. My hair feels like straw.
Went to the ortho- I HAVE TO WEAR A FRIGGIN RETAINER NOW! Mother. It sucks. Was there for an hour.
So around 1 I was finished with everything. I moved from office to office to office all day and it sucked. My mom took me to the mall where I got a Vanilla Ice Storm (was trying to be suave like me and willie and kara were before). I bought everyones xmas gifts. I'm very disappointed at what I got for Scott. The gift sucks. I was in nordstroms just walking around when all of a sudden... SAVES COMES ON. My ears perk up and I'm singing THROUGH BEING COOL. Imagine all the looks I got considering I know have a lisp with this retainer. Hah. I saw a shirt that said WHATS COOKIN GOOD LOOKIN in hot topic and I died of laughter.. I couldnt stop laughing for a good 5 minutes. Everyone was staring at me. Oh well. (I was laughing bc thats what scott wrote on the back of his picture he gave to me mom... and besides he says that a lot as it is). The shirt was 20 bucks so I didn't get it. I was walking towards Journeys when I walked past this guy about 30 yrs old and he was staring at me intently.. It was v creepy. I picked up my pace. I turn around and he was following me and I switch to the other side of the walkway thingy and he follows me. He was very creepy- Longish black hair with a moustache and round glasses and kinda stout and not attractive. I wanted to turn around and tell him to eff off but it would sound like 'thuck oss' with my new found lisp. I ducked into Hechts and lost him. Phew. Met up with my mom and saw this little stuffed dog that looked like Mickey and my mom goes, "We should get that for Mick. I think hed enjoy playing with himself." That made my day.
Now I am home. Anxious to find out my results. And picking glue out of my hair. Nice.
Posted at 04:24 pm by BlackandWhite
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Monday, December 15
a survey again- one mood i guess.
.) Name: jessi
2.) Age: 14
3.) Birthdate: oct 20
4.) Hometown: waldorf. yay.
5.) Sign: libra
6.) Occupation: Student
7.) Pet Peeve: the word peeve. it sounds dirty. tee.
8.) Fave foods: snapple munchies and cherry coke
9.) Fave colors: red, pink, white
10.) Fave movie: matilda, nbc, a christmas story, ferris bueller
11.) Fave day(s): Friday and Saturday.
12.) Fave Animals: doggie! *GASP!*
13.) Fave Holidays: christmas
14.) Fave T.V. Shows: ...simpsons family guy futurama the whole fox deal
15.) Fave Actor: Jack Nicholson
16.) Fave Actress: kirsten bc she played the voice of kiki
17.) Sweetest Gal: ?
18.) Fave bands/singers: oh boy.
19.) Best Friend: I don't know
20.) Fave Hangout: someone elses house or in my computer on the couch
21.) Fave sport(s): hah. me. sports. yeah. right. well BADMINTON!
22.) Fave Thing to do: write, computerize, make weird things
24.) My most embarassing moment was: wow way to many to mention so ill go with when me and kara were in the 3rd grade coming back from camp and she had to pee really badly so she was running around then she peed herself and i peed myself from laughing and all the parents and karas brother walk up to us
25.) The wackiest thing I did as a kid, was: see above
26.) Have you ever had your heart broken?: Oh yes.
27.) What are you wearing right now?: ohie coca cola shirt and my pants I MADE
28.) What is the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?: i think they know.
29.) Are you in a relationship right now? Yup. *smile*
30.) Pepsi or Coke? Vanilla or cherry coke
31.) Beach or Snow? Snow. unless san diego beach.
32.) Rainy or Sunny? Rain
33.) Square or Circle? circle.
34.) Dark or Bright? twilight
35.) Left or Right? Right
36.) have a best friend: didnt you arleady ask
37.) have a girlfriend: o.0?
38.) speak another language: Sort of. I'm still learning espaûol.
39.) drive: cant
40.) have a car: i wish
FRIENDS:
41.) Who was the last person you talked to online? scott hes the only one i feel like talking to right now
42.)Who have you known the longest? peter known him since i was 2 years old. Then jessi h known her since 1st grade then kara since 3rd gr
43.)Who do you talk to online the most? a few
46.)Who do you talk to on the phone most? psssh no one calls me anymore
47.)Who do you trust the most? hmmm
48.)Who listens to your problems? jamie and jill and jessie and diana and kara and the whole effing crew
49.)Who do you fight with the most? i dont fight with my friends
51.)Who is the nicest? Kara. For sure.
52.)Who is the sweetest? jillie
53.)Who is the most outgoing? i have outgoing friends?
54.)Who is the smartest? many
55.)Who is the ditziest? hahaha me and bebe around eachother
56.)Who is the best singer? JILL!
When was the last time you...
57.)...took a shower? 2 hours ago
58.)...had a serious conversation? today
59.)...went to the mall? tuesday last week
60.)...went to the movies? umm when i saw elf with scott
61.)...smoked weed? nevar.
62.)...got drunk? see above
64.)What are you doing? Filling out this survey.thinkin about ...
65.)Are you lonely or content? Lonely, but in the calm way
66.) Are you listening to music? yes its called me breathing
63.) Are you talking to anyone online? yes scott and willie just got on.
67.) Who is your worst enemy? ...they know
68.) Who do you cry to most often? hmmm
69.) What is your favorite perfume scent? cookie dough and ragdoll.
70.) Favorite school subject? english.
71.) Least favorite school subject? geometry
72.) Who will understand you the most?
73.) Who was the last person that broke your heart? they know
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
75.)...to disappoint you? *no one
76.)...to ask you out? scott?
77.)...to make you cry? Myself.
78.)...brighten up your day? jill
79.)...that you thought about? jill bc i just typed her name
80.)...you went to the movies with? scott
81.)...you talked to on the phone? never
82.)...you talked to on AIM? scott and willie
83.)...you saw? my mom
HAVE YOU EVER...
84.)...ever slept outdoors? Yeah.
86.)...cussed someone out? Yeah once. i hardly ever do that junk. not assertive.
88.)...stayed up for 24 hours? im doing that now ^_^
89.)...swam in the rain or snow? no?
90.)...gotten drunk? no
91.)...gone a day w/out eating? Probably not.
92.)...talked on the phone all night? YES
93.)...smoked? no
94.)...made prank calls? yea
96.)...slept all day? no
97.)...killed someone? not yet
98.)...been out of the country? yeah! carribean!
99.)...told a girl/guy you loved them? a few
100.)...if yes, did you mean it? Always.
101.)...gone skinny dipping? yes hahaha does a hot tub count?
102.)...kissed someone you didn't know? no
103.)...thought you were going crazy? of course
105.)...wished that everything would change? Not everything, but many things, yes.
Posted at 10:10 pm by BlackandWhite
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Crap on crap and double merde
its that time again..
I'm getting nervous and worried. I want tomorrow to be over with. I want to know what the frick is wrong with me. I dont want to have all these tests done, I want to be healthy. The thing where they strap crap to my head scares me. I've seen it in movies plenty of times and I always shiver when I see it- never ever thought it would happen to me. Kinda sucks going thru all this->but in the end it will be worth it to know what, if anything, is wrong. And how we can fix it. So, i should be glad, no? Either way, I'm still worried. 
oy vey thats where all the electrodes are going. THEY MIGHT USE EFFING NEEDLES. Needles. NEE. DLES. FSDGGgfdgffffffffffff. Posted at 09:50 pm by BlackandWhite
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GO JILL!!!
(Sorry it took so long to write this.. kept forgetting. Lazy bum i am)
But Jillay got the part of THE YELLOW BRICK ROAD (!!!!), a flying monkey, a munchkin (there was a more technical name... starts with an O..) and a Poppy in THE WIZARD OF OZ! She wanted to get Nikko but IN MY OPINION THE YELLOW BRICK ROAD BEATS THAT PART ANY DAY! I'm very proud of you Jill, you instant potato you.
Posted at 08:37 pm by BlackandWhite
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~:1:~Day you want to live to seE:~:
~:1:~the day when I have a whole bag of munchies (Cheddar kind!!) a 12 pack (of cherry coke!) and are watchin some kind of old sappy black and white movie on my couch. Yes.
~:2:~Of the foods you'd have at a last meaL:~:
~:1:~munchies
~:2: cherry coke
~:3:~Wishes youd make if you got a genie for christmaS:~:
~:1:~i wish i could fly
~:2:~i wish i had a 12 pack of cherry coke and a bag of munchies
~:3:~i wish everything was okay
~:4:~Things youd do with your best friend if one of you was going to die in three dayS:~:
~:1:~id take her to San Diego and party all night in the Blind club i never got to go in
~:2:~and then walk on the beach and watch the gorgey sunset
~:3:~eat mounds of munchies and cherry coke to comfort eachother
~:4:~and rent all the depp movies and watch kiki 4873298423 times
~:5:~Feelings you cant get enough oF:~:
~:1:~love
~:2:~being alone {not nessecarily w.o friends, just being by myself}
~:3:~happy- like the kind where you bounce around your room with your hairbrush singing songs on the radio
~:4:~creative outburst mood
~:5:~that zoning out feeling i got when i was watching the sunset in sd
~:6:~Feelings you have had enough oF:~:
~:1:~love
~:2:~stress
~:3:~failure
~:4:~worry
~:5:~dissapointment
~:6:~guilt
~:7:~Words to describe yoU:~:
~:1:~imaginative
~:2:~random
~:3:~weird
~:4:~retarded in the nicest way possible
~:5:~smart
~:6:~hopeless daydreamer
~:7:~....
~:8:~People whod miss you if you were gonE:~:
~:1:~my family.
~:2:~my friends.
~:3:~
~:4:~
~:5:~
~:6:~
~:7:~
~:8:~
~:9:~Things you want to do before you diE:~:
~:1:~GO BACK TO SAN DIEGO!
~:2:~go to england
~:3:~tell everyone exactly what i really think of them
~:4:~spend a whole day at different art musuems
~:5:~SEE THE THUNDER FROM DOWN UNDER
~:6:~have a marathon with jamie b
~:7:~take as many pictures as i possibly can
~:8:~write down everything
~:9:~hide the important stuff and give the really important stuff away
~:10:~People you want to meet up with in the afterlife:~:
~:1:~me grandpa
~:2:~a scottish man
~:3:~an english man
~:4:~my doggie!
~:5:~sigmund freud
~:6:~the creator of swiss miss pudding
~:7:~PHIL HARTMAN!
~:8:~
~:9:~
~:10:~
OH MY GOD (goid in me and joskas case) I AM AN EFFING GENIUS. WELL ON THE BUS I WAS TALKING TO DIANA AND A GUY WAS SUPPOSED TO CALL HER AT 2:50 AND I SAID THEN BE READY AT 2:56 CUZ THATS WHEN HELL CALL. SHE LOOKED AT ME AND WAS LIKE OOOKAY... SO HE CALLED AT 2:56. I AM GOD. I TOLD HER THAT GUYS ALWAYS CALL 6 MINUTES AFTER THEY SAY THEY ARE GOING TO. ALWAYS. ALWAYS. ALWAYS. AND I WAS RIGHT. AND I NOW HAVE PROOF. I SHOULD WRITE A BOOK.
Hah, anyyyway. BEBE BROUGHT POUND CAKE FOR BREAKFAST! Ah... Yay! Eehe. We were both wearing our black weavers shirt. jeans, black chucks, and tube socks (mine black hers pink). It was insane. Esp that I wore jeans- i never ever ever wear them. I hattte them. Ms Isaac put us into groups and she was retarded enough to put me bebe and ashley all in the same group. Hah! The Dos Team. Me and Bebe will both be absent tomorrow too. She has an ortho, I have EEG, ENG, and Ortho. Hahaha yay. Fashion Tech IM ALMOST DONE WITH MY PANTS!!!!!! Nick wore them around school so I feel loveded! Scott doesnt like string cheese.. Ahr. Atleast I got my love hina back... after 2 months... bout time... Chuck was here today! Yay! I missed him so. Poor guy had Pnuemonia (sp?) and was fed gatorade thru an IV. Ffgdg. Talked to Kevin about what was going on tomorrow with my tests and he looked like he was all serious, haha. Oh man he was reading his ECR out loud to the class about how he went bungee jumping and then when the cord snapped up his head flew backwards and made him go unconcious and had to go into an ambulance and it was so well written i was on the edge of my seat but then he goes, "This story was not true." Jesus! TOMORROW IS JAMIES (dont know his last name. not jamie b or d) BIRTHDAY! Hes the cool black guy who sits behind me in lsn. Ill be absent so I cant say happy bday. But I promised tot bring him hot chocolate on wednesday. Hahaha. Health wrote 2 pages about the male and female reproductive system. Good effing lord.
Posted at 03:41 pm by BlackandWhite
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Sunday, December 14
making christmas making christmas do do dooo do
NBC 2 nights in a row. Can't get the songs out of my head. Sorry for being so vague last night- I'll put more detail into it now. Talked to Jill before I left
Hope is Aloft: sexy pants that come off easily?
PaleGreenStars53: CHECK!
Hope is Aloft: vagina?
PaleGreenStars53: left that at your house
Hope is Aloft: virginity?
PaleGreenStars53: see above
Hope is Aloft: oh damn yeah i have to give that back
Hahaha. Um so Di picked me up and her brothers were in the backseat and every house that had lights up Daniel would go "LOOK JESSICA! LOOK!!!" Daniel is such a cutie. We got there and hung out with Jamie Jamie and Diana in the garage- shared gloves and scarves and watched Jamie play drums- he's pretty good, I was surprised. There was like 48324792 different songs playing but its all good. I heard some Blink every now and then and Stacys Mom a few times and this one song I know but I can't think of it it's killing me... Went inside and ate... CLEMENTINES! Those things are so good cept I dunno how to peel them. Found out who Mike Talley was! Aha! Jamie is so dumb "OOH YOURE THE ONE THAT WENT OUT WITH JULIANE! HEY! YOU KNOW NIKKI!!" Watched some of Waynes World when Juliane got here and that was where it all went down. *Shakes head*. But -anyways- basically just hopped from room to room, and then watched NBC. Juliane, Jamie, Jamie, and Diana were all in the garage but I felt like I needed to stay. I sat there picking my finger the entire time. Then Scott and a bunch of guys peed on someones car? Very nice... Watched some movie on sci fi about this evil dog. Hah. Then I just finally went out to Diana and said we should leave- so we did. And that was my night. To bad every party I've came home from this year I'm always pissed afterwards. Oh well. I'll outgrow it.
plans for today:
*movies (at home)
*workin' on ashley's xmas gift (so much more to do!)
*computer
*sleep
Posted at 10:15 am by BlackandWhite
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Lookie! Tis 1:05 AM! Eeeeeee up late feelin tons better cuz i got Duckie! (pretty in pink!)
drinking and driving dont mix thats why i ride a bike
Posted at 01:06 am by BlackandWhite
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