i wish that i was anywhere with anyone making out.

chuck"dude. shes hot."

kevin"what?"

chuck"feel her."

kevin"what?"

chuck"feel her hands... shes so hot."
kevin"..oooh...*touches my hand* yeah youre right she is hot"

me"*touches chucks hand* YOURE HOT TOO!"
chuck"dude she just called me hot"
me*rolls eyes*

im on a dashboard rampage.

PaleGreenStars53: oh god
PaleGreenStars53: HANDS DOWN IS ON.
your screams: turn off now
your screams: right now
your screams: ill be back
PaleGreenStars53: okay
your screams: ill let you handle this alone!
PaleGreenStars53: haha okay
your screams: ^_^
Auto response from your screams: stop listening to that dumb shit.


   hum. Thinking about random things. Dc makes ya think about this junk.


I love you.


(Truly incredible, never fake, my entirety within you
Your smiles, never forgotten
You saved me)

Whatta day...

DeliciousToaster: whatcha up to?
PaleGreenStars53: ...not sure
PaleGreenStars53: you?
DeliciousToaster: lol...
DeliciousToaster: not sured?
PaleGreenStars53: yes
DeliciousToaster: your looking at porn again
DeliciousToaster: christ, your a bad seed

The bus ride was so lonely.. sniff. Diana and Shannon got a ride with that Corey fellow. Went to math where I took that test.. Failed. WHAT THE FRICK IN A MIDSEGMENT?!! AND AN ALTITUDE? Oh well- shoulda paid attention. Its a miracle I am in Honors Geometry. Smart one I am. OH MY GOD ASHLEY GAVE ME A DECORATED EGG CARTON AS MY XMAS GIFT!!! I LOVE IT SO EFFING MUCH! On this little thingy it says "Xcoy:Awh" and I said "A-wih? whats a-wih? OOOH AWWW! I get it. A-wih aw." She seemed to like her gift... bc she laughed every minute all loud and ms isaac was getting mad *smiles* go ashley! Spanish stupid with Nats a bit and then I got a 49/50 on my oral im so happay. "Are you good at soing oral?" "Yes... *thinks*... yes." We also watched Beauty and the Beast which was... er... beast? Cept it was in spanish so it was kinda hard to understand but I was singing the songs on the inside. Fashion Tech- FINISHED MY PANTS! YES BIATCH!!! They are -so- cool. I'm now making a matching pillow with my extra fabric. Right before I met up with Scott going to 4th I shoved a whole string cheese in my mouth so he wouldnt take it from me and throw it away... Um. Science. Took that test.  WHAT THE FRICK IS A DOPPLER SHIFT?! The one thing I don't know had to be the whole topic. Those doushe bag ECRs. Lunch! SOME ONE STOLE JAMIES DRINK!!! IT WAS IN MY LOCKER AND TODAY WE WERE GUNNA PARTY AND DRINK JAPANESE MELON SODA (her xmas giftie) BUT NOOOOO SOMEONE STOLE IT!  GRAR! The ketchup at lunch... dear lord. English read the story, "A Christmas Memory." The guy on the recorder reading it was so funny.. he had the most breathy voice and then, "Oooh My! Its fuh-root cake wuh-ther!" I was laughing so hard... Chuck said he was crying yesterday for me. Haha. Poor guy.  LSN wished jamie a v v v happy [late] bday. We celebrated by eating hershey kisses, certs, life savers, and tic tacs. All which were his but none the less celebrated. I made him laugh by simply going OH MY ITS FRUIT CAKE WEATHER! Hah making people laugh rocks. In health I was watching this movie and Cory was like "Jessi derrick likes some one." "Wow." "In this room." "How nice." Ew. I bet its me. Bc the only other girl he talks to in that class is Sarah. And that is his cousin. Either way... lol. I was kinda like... ew.... Then bell rang and I saw it was snowing so I make the most giddiest girliest noise possible and jump up and down and go its snowing its snowing! and derrick gives me a hug "Dude. I'm not that happy."- and walk away. Scott "threw" a "snowball" at me on the way to the buses. Ahem. Hah, then got on the bus... where me and diana ranted about all of our issues concerning school, guys, 'friends', food, etc. I apologized for being such a biatch at lunch (wasnt in a good mood about halfway thru it *snarls*) and she accepted so thats good.

PaleGreenStars53: a pop up ad for if you have erection problems you should take these kinda pills
PaleGreenStars53: i think you need that jamie
your screams: omg i always have trouble getting it up at night
PaleGreenStars53: i know you do
PaleGreenStars53: i mean
PaleGreenStars53: i try my best
PaleGreenStars53: to get it to go up for you
PaleGreenStars53: but noooo
PaleGreenStars53: you have to be stupid and it wont go up
your screams: i'm sorry you just dont do it for me anymore
PaleGreenStars53: THIS IS WHY OUR RELATIONSHIP IS ENDING JAMIE
PaleGreenStars53: YOU DONT ERECT!!!
PaleGreenStars53: ERECT FOR ME BIATCH
your screams: WELL MAYBE WE SHOULD GO ON JERRY
PaleGreenStars53: WELL MAYBE WE SHOULD
PaleGreenStars53: "WOMAN CANT ERECT- GIRLFRIEND ANGRY"
your screams: HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
your screams: THAT WOULD BE WONDEFUL
PaleGreenStars53: THAT WOULD BE SWELL
your screams: MAYBE I COULD GET IT UP FOR STEVE
PaleGreenStars53: HAHAHAHA
PaleGreenStars53: BUT NOT FOR ME?!!
PaleGreenStars53: I SEE HOW IT IS.
your screams: MAYBE IF YOU SHAVE YOUR HEAD??!
PaleGreenStars53: MAYBE IF YOU STOPPED SMOKING!
your screams: MAYBE IF YOU DIDNT GIVE ME THE GUM AND DIDNT GET ME EATING PATCHES!
PaleGreenStars53: MAYBE IF YOU STOPPED ERECTING OVER HAKU!
your screams: WELL HE IS A SEXY ANIME BEAST!
your screams: IT REALLY ISNT MY FAULT!
PaleGreenStars53: HAHAHA I KNOOOOOW
PaleGreenStars53: *SWOON*
your screams: we need to finish this arguement at lunch
your screams: HAHAHAHHAHA
PaleGreenStars53: hahaha okay we will we will
PaleGreenStars53: AND
your screams: alright then
your screams: AND
PaleGreenStars53: IM BRINGING IN THE DRINKAGE
your screams: >>
your screams: <<
PaleGreenStars53: THE JAPANESE
PaleGreenStars53: FOR YOU
your screams: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
your screams: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
your screams: OK
your screams: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
PaleGreenStars53: okay!
PaleGreenStars53: ill see you tomorrow at lunch
your screams: see ya tomorrow my pal

1. QUE COMIDA SABES PREPARER BIEN?
2, CAUL ES TU PASATIEMPO FAVORITO?
3. QUE PREFIERES BEBER?
4. QUE VAS A HACER MANANA?
5. COMO ES TU AMIGO FAVORITO?
6. COMO ES TU FAMILIA?
7. A QUE HORA COMES EL ALMUERZO?
8. QUE LLEVAS CAUNDO HACE FRIO?
9. QUE TIEMPO HACE AQUI EN EL VERANO?
10. QUE HAY EN LA CLASE?

1. Se preparer papas fritas con queso bien.
2. Mi pasatiempo favorito es cocinar pollo con mi familia intelligente.
3. Prefiero beber agua fria y limonada y leche.
4. Voy a la mirar la television con mis amigos y nadar en la piscina.
5. Mi amigo favorito es muy guapo y inteligente y bajo pero no es simpatico.
6. Mi familia es bonita y inteligente y alta pero no es tengo mucho dinero.
7. Como el almuerzo a las once de la manana.
8. Caundo hace frio llevo un chaquita negro y gauntes blanco y grande y sombrero bonito.
9. En el verano hace sol y hace calor y esta nublado.
10. En la clase hay triente estudiantes y profesora bonita y un mapa interesente.
    
    Now. Howd I do?
    1.  score!
    2. yay!
    3. yay again
    4. Yeah im gunna watch TV and swim tomorrow. Sure.
    5. my best friend is very handsome and smart and short but isnt nice. Aww. What a good friend I came up with!
    6. STOP USING INTELLIGENT
    7. good
    8.  good
    9. good good
    10.  trienta and i guess i was trying to score brownie points by saying my teacher is pretty. tee. maybe it will work.
    

Thank god. I did good! And didnt cheat!! My spanish oral assessment is tomorrow and since I wasnt here today I figured I should try and study a bit. Thats the only way I could study. I feel good about it. I hope I pass. I need tp get a good grade on this spanish.

I read my old old old journal. From 2001. I was such a dork. Just ew. "Lyk OmG... I RILLY think i lyk him" Ew. I talked like that, and typed like that. Just. Ew. And the guy I was talking about, Ew. Thank God I've changed. I hope. Lets make a chart.

Then:                               Now:
Long hair.                         LongISH hair.
Glasses.                           Contacts.
Braces.                            Non metal.
A*Teens.                          Blink.

I'm finally back.

Got up at 7:30, didn't feel much like sleeping in to me. Oh well. Better than 6. Left for the doctors at 8. Got there- sat in a creepy room with a bed. A woman came in and measured my head 12 times (i counted) and each time used a blue marker and maked thru-out my head. Then she attached somewhere between 20-25 electrodes using paste and it stinged a bit. Most of them were on the back of my head and neck and a few were on my chest.  I lyed in the bed and couln't open my eyes which was really hard for me. I was kinda sitting there singing songs  in my head when one of the electrodes really started to sting my skin... but i just kept singing. Then after about 20 minutes a strobe light went off. It flashed really slow for 10 seconds. Stopped for 10 seconds. Then would start again and increased speed every time. By the 7th time it was really messing with my head I was making patterns with the light shining thru my eye lids. The very last time she did it it was blinking so fast- I started to shake. Starting of a seizure I suppose- but she stopped the light just before I started having a full on one. After 30 minutes she came in and brought me into this other room (so about 34982394 people saw me with electrodes attached everywhere.) and she took them off and my hair was so glued up it was gross. Then I was brought into a seperate room and then 5 were attached to my face. I watched lights with my eyes, then had to move my head from side to side, etc. It was really cool bc when I looked to the right I could se the screen where everything was being put on, and if I blinked the little graph deal would jump up. It was cool. Hope all my excess blinking didnt cause any damage... She did some more tests then was sent outta there after 2 hours of crap.
Went home and showered for 35 minutes. My hair feels like straw.
Went to the ortho- I HAVE TO WEAR A FRIGGIN RETAINER NOW! Mother. It sucks. Was there for an hour.
So around 1 I was finished with everything. I moved from office to office to office all day and it sucked. My mom took me to the mall where I got a Vanilla Ice Storm (was trying to be suave like me and willie and kara were before). I bought everyones xmas gifts. I'm very disappointed at what I got for Scott. The gift sucks. I was in nordstroms just walking around when all of a sudden... SAVES COMES ON. My ears perk up and I'm singing THROUGH BEING COOL. Imagine all the looks I got considering I know have a lisp with this retainer. Hah. I saw a shirt that said WHATS COOKIN GOOD LOOKIN in hot topic and I died of laughter.. I couldnt stop laughing for a good 5 minutes. Everyone was staring at me. Oh well. (I was laughing bc thats what scott wrote on the back of his picture he gave to me mom... and besides he says that a lot as it is). The shirt was 20 bucks so I didn't get it. I was walking towards Journeys when I walked past this guy about 30 yrs old and he was staring at me intently.. It was v creepy. I picked up my pace. I turn around and he was following me and I switch to the other side of the walkway thingy and he follows me. He was very creepy- Longish black hair with a moustache and round glasses and kinda stout and not attractive. I wanted to turn around and tell him to eff off but it would sound like 'thuck oss' with my new found lisp. I ducked into Hechts and lost him. Phew. Met up with my mom and saw this little stuffed dog that looked like Mickey and my mom goes, "We should get that for Mick. I think hed enjoy playing with himself." That made my day.
Now I am home. Anxious to find out my results. And picking glue out of my hair. Nice.

.) Name: jessi
2.) Age: 14
3.) Birthdate: oct 20
4.) Hometown: waldorf. yay.
5.) Sign: libra
6.) Occupation: Student
7.) Pet Peeve: the word peeve. it sounds dirty. tee.
8.) Fave foods: snapple munchies and cherry coke
9.) Fave colors: red, pink, white
10.) Fave movie: matilda, nbc, a christmas story, ferris bueller
11.) Fave day(s): Friday and Saturday.
12.) Fave Animals: doggie! *GASP!*
13.) Fave Holidays: christmas
14.) Fave T.V. Shows: ...simpsons family guy futurama the whole fox deal
15.) Fave Actor: Jack Nicholson
16.) Fave Actress: kirsten bc she played the voice of kiki
17.) Sweetest Gal: ?
18.) Fave bands/singers: oh boy.
19.) Best Friend: I don't know
20.) Fave Hangout: someone elses house or in my computer on the couch
21.) Fave sport(s): hah. me. sports. yeah. right. well BADMINTON!
22.) Fave Thing to do: write, computerize, make weird things
24.) My most embarassing moment was: wow way to many to mention so ill go with when me and kara were in the 3rd grade coming back from camp and she had to pee really badly so she was running around then she peed herself and i peed myself from laughing and all the parents and karas brother walk up to us
25.) The wackiest thing I did as a kid, was: see above
26.) Have you ever had your heart broken?: Oh yes.
27.) What are you wearing right now?: ohie coca cola shirt and my pants I MADE 
28.) What is the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?: i think they know.
29.) Are you in a relationship right now? Yup. *smile*
30.) Pepsi or Coke? Vanilla or cherry coke
31.) Beach or Snow? Snow. unless san diego beach.
32.) Rainy or Sunny? Rain
33.) Square or Circle? circle.
34.) Dark or Bright? twilight
35.) Left or Right? Right
36.) have a best friend: didnt you arleady ask
37.) have a girlfriend: o.0?
38.) speak another language: Sort of. I'm still learning espaûol.
39.) drive: cant
40.) have a car: i wish
FRIENDS:
41.) Who was the last person you talked to online? scott hes the only one i feel like talking to right now
42.)Who have you known the longest? peter known him since i was 2 years old. Then jessi h known her since 1st grade then kara since 3rd gr
43.)Who do you talk to online the most? a few
46.)Who do you talk to on the phone most? psssh no one calls me anymore
47.)Who do you trust the most? hmmm
48.)Who listens to your problems? jamie and jill and jessie and diana and kara and the whole effing crew
49.)Who do you fight with the most? i dont fight with my friends
51.)Who is the nicest? Kara. For sure.
52.)Who is the sweetest? jillie
53.)Who is the most outgoing? i have outgoing friends?
54.)Who is the smartest? many
55.)Who is the ditziest? hahaha me and bebe around eachother
56.)Who is the best singer? JILL!
When was the last time you...
57.)...took a shower? 2 hours ago
58.)...had a serious conversation? today
59.)...went to the mall? tuesday last week
60.)...went to the movies? umm when i saw elf with scott
61.)...smoked weed? nevar.
62.)...got drunk? see above
64.)What are you doing? Filling out this survey.thinkin about ...
65.)Are you lonely or content? Lonely, but in the calm way
66.) Are you listening to music? yes its called me breathing
63.) Are you talking to anyone online? yes scott and willie just got on.
67.) Who is your worst enemy? ...they know
68.) Who do you cry to most often? hmmm
69.) What is your favorite perfume scent? cookie dough and ragdoll.
70.) Favorite school subject? english.
71.) Least favorite school subject? geometry
72.) Who will understand you the most?
73.) Who was the last person that broke your heart? they know

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
75.)...to disappoint you? *no one
76.)...to ask you out? scott?
77.)...to make you cry? Myself.
78.)...brighten up your day? jill
79.)...that you thought about? jill bc i just typed her name
80.)...you went to the movies with? scott
81.)...you talked to on the phone? never
82.)...you talked to on AIM? scott and willie
83.)...you saw? my mom
HAVE YOU EVER...
84.)...ever slept outdoors? Yeah.
86.)...cussed someone out? Yeah once. i hardly ever do that junk. not assertive.
88.)...stayed up for 24 hours? im doing that now ^_^
89.)...swam in the rain or snow? no?
90.)...gotten drunk? no
91.)...gone a day w/out eating? Probably not.
92.)...talked on the phone all night? YES
93.)...smoked? no
94.)...made prank calls? yea
96.)...slept all day? no
97.)...killed someone? not yet
98.)...been out of the country? yeah! carribean!
99.)...told a girl/guy you loved them? a few
100.)...if yes, did you mean it? Always.
101.)...gone skinny dipping? yes hahaha does a hot tub count?
102.)...kissed someone you didn't know? no
103.)...thought you were going crazy?  of course
105.)...wished that everything would change? Not everything, but many things, yes.

its that time again..