Saturday, December 20
updately and more pics

I feel 100% better. No sickness. Just musta came thru last night i suppose.
Here's some pictures I've been workin on this morning


Me!

Me and Jamie all neony
i like the added pink on her hair and lips and nails, i thought it made it look cool... *shrug*

I got the colored picture of this from a quiz i took, so  just did some invertingness and coloringness

how i heart psp
Juliane Bebe Cammie and Jamie... I heart this effect

Them again

My friend down in NC- Jacob. He's the cool one with the black light walls.

Jamie and Bebe (i kept using red for everything bc i was to lazy to change the color)
i love this
Me and Jamie... this picture is weird.. but i love it
last picture of us... promise
Us again! Once again i heart this effect

Posted at 10:38 am by BlackandWhite
[For me?]

Friday, December 19
mumble

all of a sudden got hit with some virus. I went to the bathroom and BLEH threw my guts up.Sure you wanted to know that. One of my friends must be sick... its definately going around. Mark has something like it too. We're sick together. I'm feel better than I did around 930, but still queezy. I think I need to eat- all i ate today was string cheese, brownie, and a few chips. I mean I'm not starving myself or anything, I'm just not hungry and when I am hungry I'm like at school so I can't eat. Whatever. I'll be hungry by tomorrow, but after throwing up I kinda lost my appetite.My god everyone is seeing return of the king its driving me mad. Diana, Cory, like 5 of their friends including Andrew and David (i think?), and Scott and a bunch of Scotts friends. Its insane. I wanna go. Better i didnt though bc i woulda been sick at the movies... ewww....
Hope to feel better my the mornin' cuz K's comin at 2
-J

Posted at 10:31 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]

pictures that are gorgeous



Me. I love this.

look at this awesome junk
Me and Jill! WE ARE SO GORGEOUS

i did that man go me
This is my favorite out of all of them.

Gimme some feedback on the pictures!


Posted at 08:47 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]

business women of america

PaleGreenStars53: THAT WAS SMOOTH
PaleGreenStars53: I HEARD THE SIRENS FOR SANTA
PaleGreenStars53: SO I GO RUNNING
PaleGreenStars53: AS I RUN DOWN THE STAIRS I TRIP OVER MYSELF
PaleGreenStars53: FALL DOWN THE STAIRS
AARooney26: HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA THAT IS A NEW AWAY MESSAGE
PaleGreenStars53: AND ONCE I MAKE IT OUT THE DOOR SANTA IS WAY PASSED
AARooney26: PEICE OF SHIT!
AARooney26: SANTA RIDING ALL FAST THEN YOU MISS HIM! CAUSE YOU WAS TRYING TO RUN DOWN THE STAIRS AND CATCH HIM
AARooney26: HE NEEDS TO DRIVE SLOWER GOD DAMMIT WHAT ABOUT THE CRIPPLE KIDS THEY NEED TIME TO GET OUT OF THE DAMN HOUSE I SAY!
AARooney26: THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS
PaleGreenStars53: i know!
PaleGreenStars53: its ludicris

AARooney26: WE NEED TO WRITE A LETTER TO THE SENETOR
AARooney26: DO SOME PROTESTING
AARooney26: ON CAPITOL HILL!
PaleGreenStars53: EXCUSE ME MR SENATOR SIR BUT I THINK YOU NEED TO SLOW SANTA DOWN. THINK OF THE CRIPPLES!
AARooney26: HAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH
AARooney26: HE'D BE LIKE WTF
AARooney26: WE'D BE LIKE WE MEAN BUSSINESS EITHER YOU GET SANTA DOWN TO A 10 MPH SPEED OR ITS LIGHTS OUT FOR YOU AND YOUR ASSOSIATES...WE COULD START USING OUR MOB NAMES AGAIN BIG J AND UNCLE MARTY
PaleGreenStars53: hqahahhaha!
PaleGreenStars53: sign it the ellie and blitzel bebes

AARooney26: HAHAHA YES
PaleGreenStars53: DAMMIT WE NEED SANTA
PaleGreenStars53: NEXT THING YOU KNOW
PaleGreenStars53: HE'LL BE HANDING OUR BROKEN CANDY CANES!
PaleGreenStars53: OUT*
AARooney26: THEN WE COULD BE THE BUSSINESS WOMEN IN CHARGE OF THE SANTA SPEED LIMIT BILL OR SOME SHIT AND WE COULD WALK AROUND BUSSINESS WOMAN LIKE IN SOME BITCHIN PUMPS
AARooney26: HAHAHAHAHAAH I KNOW ! WHAT DOES HE THINK THIS IS!
PaleGreenStars53: CHA MAN AND SHOULDER PADS
AARooney26: AHHAAH YES! LINE BACKERS
PaleGreenStars53: AND AND AND MATCHING BREIFCASES
AARooney26: DSJHFJKDFHSYHFKJ DJKFH OMG I WOULD DIE
AARooney26: THEN WE COULD GET SOME MONOGRAM CLOTH TISSUES TO STICK IN THE POCKETS OF OUR BUSSINESS WOMAN BLAZERS
PaleGreenStars53: OMG WE COULD ADDRESS THE SENATOR AS MR SCROOGE BC HE IS RUINING OUR CHRISTMAS
PaleGreenStars53: YEAH MAN
!
AARooney26: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH YES
AARooney26: GOD DAMN WHY ARE WE SO SMART!
PaleGreenStars53: BE LIKE WHAT ABOUT TIMMY THE SICK BOY!
PaleGreenStars53: ISNT THAT HIS NAME

AARooney26: HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHA
PaleGreenStars53: THE BOY IN THE STORY
PaleGreenStars53: TINY TIM
!
AARooney26: HAHAHAHAAH YES
PaleGreenStars53: BAHUMBUG ON YOU!
PaleGreenStars53: AND WE CAN EVEN THROW IN THE LETTER
PaleGreenStars53: YOURE A MEAN ONE MR GRINCH!
AARooney26: MR.SENATOR THE THREE KINGS ARE PISSED SOMETHING WICKED ABOUT THIS
AARooney26: SJDJISF THAT WAS ON LAST NIGHT!
AARooney26: I LOVE THAT MOVIE MAN THE ORIGIONAL CARTOON ONE
PaleGreenStars53: EXCUSE ME MR SENATOR BUT JESUS IS NOT HAPPY
PaleGreenStars53: YOU ARE RUINING CHRISTMAS

AARooney26: HAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHHAHAH
PaleGreenStars53: WHEN JESUS IS UPSET ELLIE AND BLITZ ARE UPSET
PaleGreenStars53: AND WHEN ELLIE AND BLITZ ARE UPSET
PaleGreenStars53: PEOPLE DIE

AARooney26: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH YOU ARE DOOMED TO A LIFE OF HELL
AARooney26: WE CAN KICK THEM IN THE FACE
PaleGreenStars53: TO HAVE PINEAPPLES SHOVED UP YOUR ASS CRACK
AARooney26: AND RUN THEM OVER WITH OUR EXPENSIVE BUSSINESS LIKE CARS
AARooney26: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AARooney26: MARBLES SHOT AT YOUR BALLS
PaleGreenStars53: HAHAHAHA
PaleGreenStars53: MAN
PaleGreenStars53: ELLIE AND BLITZEL
PaleGreenStars53: SAVING THE WORLD BEFORE DINNER TIME


Posted at 08:30 pm by BlackandWhite
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you're so beautiful, i guess thois is what i get

RED LINGERIE!

Hehe! Yay!!!

But that jank isnt comfortable. Had to wear it once for Bebe's sake. Heheheee. Hyper.

So before 1st I was walkin' to my locker with Scott and we got there and opened it and was getting out my math stuff... when my math stuff wasn't there. I asked Scott if he did it, and he said no. Then I realized my coat was gone too! And my cat in the hat pillow!!! I was so mad and then looked behind me, my books and coat was there, but my pillow is gone. This sucks. But in math had those 2 BCRs and I did good! I knew the answers! AND that math test i thought i failed i got an 80 on it! I am so happy. Bebe got a 75. We rock. WHATS COOLER THAN BEING COOL? ICE COLD! Sorry.. outkast moment. Me and Bb were singing simple plan aaaaaaaaaall period. It was stuck in her head so she had to get it into mine. Grar. Spanish took that test... we all failed. I'm positive. Then we just talked... Fashion tech I made three scarves. One for my mom, one for K (shh), and I still have to sew the 3rd one but that one shall be for me. In science we watched a movie- the guy is so gay. Its a rip off of Bill Nye. The guy was like "Well, BRRR thats cold!".. .he was so queer. Man Patty hasnt been here all week I need to talk to him about the bobble head Ralphie I saw since we both love a christmas story. Before lunch I gave Scott my string cheese to hold... him and nick were throwing it. I never got it back. Lunch was fun, we didnt piss off  Diana -as much-. I secretly love it, lol. Hee. I'm happy thinkin' about it. I wore the pin(s) Jamie gave me! I love them... and I wore... other things... hahahaha. "YOU WHORE! ... *whispers* what color?" Hahaha... man... Watched OCTOBER SKY in English, I love that movie! I swear the guy Homer looks just like Warren. And the geek is the one from.... AMERICAN PIE. Its so fabulous. Ughghgf Kevin tied our shoes together so i was sitting on the ground and he was in his seat while I was untying my shoe with my head down (well, duh.) and then he puts his hand on my head in that kind of way and I jump up and the people around me thought i was actually doing 'that' i was like. Whoa. Thats not cool. But laughed it off and got Kevin back later. I have to give him a lap dance bc he gave me kisses. Hershey Kisses. Lol. 'Cha right... I'll give him a lap dance just like I'm giving Chuck my body for xmas *rolls eyes*. In lsn watched REMEMBER THE TITANS, Jamie supplied me with candy as always. HE GAVE ME AN EFFING YORK PEPPERMINT PATTIE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! Ffgf. I love those. Health played a game, "What is the time called when a girl loses the lining in her vagina" *no one answers* They must be retarded. So I just yell out PERIOD! and our team gets a point. Go me! When I got on the bus my busdriver, Mrs Henson, goes "Jessica, would you like a brownie?" and hands me one! SHE IS SO NICE!!! I'm baking her cookies. Me and Diana rambled on about our issues concerning guys and food as always. Its always so fun getting all the gossip. That was pretty much my day- just add some abuse-ive-ness from Scott and you got it.

Love until later (havent used that in a long time),
-Jessi

Posted at 04:00 pm by BlackandWhite
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Thursday, December 18
survey times 2

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---Basics---
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FIRST NAME: Jessi
MIDDLE NAME: Lauren
LAST NAME: Yoke. hah.
NICKNAMES: yoke. eggie. jessi. hey girl youre in my way. egghead. bebe. french. marley.
GENDER: femaley
AGE: 14
GRADE: 9th
LIVING SITUATION: a house
SIBLINGS: none
NAMES: none
AGES: no!

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---Appearance---
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HEIGHT: im guessing 5'6"
HAIR COLOR: brown
HAIR STYLE: um straight...
HAIR LENGTH: stupid
EYE COLOR: retarded brown that was pretty blue then prettier green but noooo
GLASSES OR CONTACTS: contacts
FRECKLES: yeah tons but not so my body is covered
STYLE: um clothes
RIGHTY/LEFTY: righty
SHOE SIZE: 8
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---Favorites---
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COLOR: pink, white, red, black
RELATIVE: matt. coolest guy- 24 i think and drives a nissan 350 z and looks like keanu reeves with his hair gelled back 
TV SHOW: i dont watch tv... lol... so family guy
CD: i burn me own
MOVIE: st elmos fire and kikis delivery service
COMMERCIAL: the ben franklin one- DONT YOU WANT ME BABY!
SONG: right now its best of me
BAND OR GROUP: umm that's hard cause there's so many...
FOOD: ...food.
ANIMAL: doggay
SCHOOL SUBJECT: english and fashion
BOY NAME: chooo hard one ... choo?
FEELING: one that makes me happy
ICE CREAM: mint chocolate chip
VACATION PLACE: san diego san diego san diego
STORE: whatever floats my boat
TV STATION: anything good
NUMBER: 3
SODA: NONE I LIKE ME SNAPPLE... and cherry coke (under this moonlit summer sky!)
GUM: winterfresh
WEATHER: summer

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---Name makes you think of---
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RYAN: the boy who sat next to me in 5th grade
ALEX: the guy from 5th grade who sang to me everyday. "I am a little dutch girl as pretty as can be and all the boys around my block go crqazy after me i have a boyfriend patty who comes from cincinatti"
TIFFANY: breakfast at tiffanys
ABBY: me old dog that retarded cheryl took away from me.
BRIAN: ttuh-shig
PHIL: weird kid in my math class last year
SALLY: mrs. doubtfire and ofcourse from nbc
SARAH: derrick lohrs cousin
DERRICK: haha!!! im psychic. that guy in my health class thats like in love with me and would shoot a deer for me. Ew.
ELLEN: THE PANTS!!!!!!!
JOSIE: JOSIE YOURE MY SOURCE OF MOST FRUSTRATIONS! FORGET WHEN I DONT MEET EXPECTATIONS!
SAM: my dog that is starting to like scott
MICHELLE: my aunt
JESSICA: thats a toughie... ME AND BEBE AND J. HOLDEN!
LEAH: leah?
ERIK: boy meets world
BILLY: martin lol
JOSHUA: LINDENBURGER!!! (another kid from 5th gr)
DANIEL: dianas brother
BRITNEY: i know a lot of them...
CHRIS: hum?
MARIO: nintendo
SHANE: ex boyfriend 
BRAD: home improvement
ROBERT: mcgregor (kid from 5th gr)
TIM: TIMOTHY TIMOTHY TIMOTHY RYAN DICKSHINKSKI WE CALL HIM TIRYDI BC HES GHETTO EAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH -me and jessi w's song
JIM: slim jim lol
BEN: the guy who always says hi to me. or the other ben, "What the hell is a spitchcock"
BRANDON: ...
JAMIE: MY MANSON LUTZ!
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---Do you...---
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GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: biting my nails when im nervous
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENT?: for the most part
SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?: sometimes
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yeah if driving into a corn field, then running over a mailbox is fun
TYPE WITH FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?: yep!
DRINK?: no
SMOKE?: no
ANY OTHER DRUGS?: no
KNOW ANYONE WHO DRINKS UNDERAGE: yea a couple people...
~SMOKES: yeaa
~DOES DRUGS: yes
~LOST THEIR VIRIGINITY: probaly lol
~WORSHIPS THE DEVIL: i hope not
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---Have you---
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BROKEN THE LAW: ehh no
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: once but i went like down the street and that was it... lol
EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: haha yes i look at bebes all the time even though shes as dumb as i am
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yeah... wasnt fun though
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: haha once
~ IN CLASS: in health and spanish a few times
GONE TO CHURCH: like... 3 times
READ THE BIBLE: no..
BEEN IN A FIGHT?: yeah me and greg are violent when we see eachother
STAYED HOME ON THE WEEKENDS?: im always at home on the weekends....haha not really
BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL: yeaa their scary
~IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yea a couple
WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: yes I love it
CRIED IN PUBLIC: yeah in math
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course...if they wanted to
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---Which is better?---
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HUGGING OR KISSING: both are nice
MUD WRESTLING OR JELLO WRESTLING: jello
WHITE MILK OR CHOCOLATE MILK: chocolate
DEAFNESS OR BLINDNESS: id rather be mute
SANDALS OR SHOES: shoes
PEPSI OR COKE: cherry coke...
CD OR TAPE: cd
RAIN, SUN OR SNOW: snow
PEN OR PENCIL: pencil
VANILLIA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate
BLACK OR WHITE: black
---Friends? ---
-------------------------
Who is the?
BEST: Kara.
FUNNIEST: bebe and lutz are close
CUTEST: aw youre all so cuteses
SMARTEST: chuuu um? me!
CRAZIEST: um everyone
MOST STYLISH: i heart the way shannon dresses
FLIRTIEST: ehhh
QUIETEST: kara
LOUDEST: jkara
SWEETEST: everyones sweet
WEIRDEST: ehhh everyone can be lol
BLONDEST: um me "yeah jessi! you may be a burnette but you act like a blonde- remember you were born one"
OUTGOING: ? none
ONE WHO HANGS OUT WITH YOU THE MOST: diana bc she lives like 2 minutes away
ONE WITH THE BEST SMILE: Bebe!
ONE WHO LIVES THE FARTHEST: jill *cries*
ONE WHO LIVES THE CLOSEST: kara
ONE WHO YOU KNOW THE BEST: kara
ONE WHO YOU'VE KNOWN LONGEST: peter since i was 2
ONE WHO YOU GET ALONG WITH BEST:kara bebe jamie and jill
---When/what was the last...---
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THING YOU PURCHASED: lemonade
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: the news lol
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: elf
TIME YOU WERE GROUNDED: wow its been a long time! i havent gotten in trouble lately
WORDS YOU SAID: 'night mom'
WORDS YOU TYPED: 'sorry for ranting about this'
PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: my dad
PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: my dad
THING YOU ATE: irenes chicken
THING YOU DRANK: vanilla coke
SONG YOU HEARD:  i miss you
PERSON YOU SAW: my mom
PERSON YOU HUGGED: ehh i cant remember
PERSON WHO SENT AN IM: scott
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER: aw i miss real letters.. but cammie i guess
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today but their always junk...
TIME YOU CRIED: ehhh
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---Love---
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BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: yup
DO YOU LOVE HIM OR HER?: of course
WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH?: peter
CURRENT CRUSH: well i guess scott bc im going out with him?
BEEN HURT?: ughhh
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: ooo not being myself....
WHAT WOULD YOUR DREAM DATE BE LIKE?: something involving flowers. thats it. flowers. you know me and my deal with flowers (unless its the devil corsage that eats your hand up and leaves a scar for 3 months)
HAD/HAVE AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: oh all the time... j/k
HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?: always
CHEATED ON SOMEONE: aw man no
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---Random---
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ROLLERCOASTERS -DEADLY OR EXCITING?: very exciting
WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED AND IMPORTANT POSSESSION?: my photographs
WHEN YOU WAKE UP, YOU: feel like going back to sleep
YOUR MOUSE PAD HAS ON IT: lion king
WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?: white paint and pictures
WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?: pj pants i made and a shirt
THINKING OF RIGHT NOW:  food
WHAT DO YOU DO THAT REALLY PISSES OFF YOUR FRIENDS: that im cool....haha sike i hope nothing i do pisses them off, even though i know i do a bunch of junk that probably does.
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: bright pink!
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: people
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? probally the acoustic starting line stuff
WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU WANT?: nissan 350z so i can be cool like matt but thats not happening
DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF ATTRACTIVE?: well if i say yes ill seem cocky if i say no then ill seem like i have esteem issues so i will say asparagus
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---Your thoughts on...---
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ABORTION: no way it's mean and cruel
TEENAGE SMOKING: stupid
EATING DISORDERS: EAT!! food is good!
RAP: haha funnn
MASTURBATION: "Ms Middleton i masturbate all the time i think i would know" - shannon
PMS: sucks
DREAMS: I love them
TRUE LOVE: the best feeling ever
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: having you heart broken
SPICE GIRLS: oo love them *smiles at bebe*
RAPE: bad stuff
SUICIDE: not cool


NEXT SURVEY

[ series 1 ]
Name: Jessi
Birthday: 10-20
Birthplace: waldorf
Current Location: waldorf...
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Righty or Lefty: Right
Zodiac Sign: libra
Font: syflaen
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music: i like a lot of music
Cartoon: simpsons/family guy i guess
Color: pink red white black
Car: 350z
Slushy Flavor: cherry
Song at the Moment: im in a something corporate rampage again 
Language: english i dont speak anything else...
Spice Girl: ginger!
Food & Beverage: munchies and snaooke
Subject in School: english and fashion
Weekend Activity: friends i guess
Frozen Yogurt: hmm gogurt
Roller Coaster: i like all the roller coaters....we need to go to kings dominion over the summer
[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase: good lord or oh lord
First thing you thought when you woke up: its tooo early
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: sleeep is good
First feature you notice of opposite sex: eyes
Best name for a Butler: Charles
Wussiest Sport: if i say golf ill get my arse kicked. so. um. i dont know
Your best feature: i guess my? i dont know you tell me 
Your greatest fear: falling
Your greatest accomplishment: not sure
Your most missed memory: being a kid
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: if its like... 1st date and you dont know the person to well the group but if its after that i wanna be one on one
Adidas or Nike: neither
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: is there a difference...i guess nuggets
Dogs or Cats: dogs
Rugrats or Doug: doug was way cooler "doo do doo do do duh do dah do bow chick-bow"
Single or Taken: takeeeen
Monica or Brandy: am i allowed to say neither
Tupac or Jay-Z: ....
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: shania! oh god my phase with that one song... *cries* 
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
One pillow or Two: i sleep with 1 but i like 2 
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: ok thier the same
Cappucino or Coffee: vanilla ice storm
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
 series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday: yup
Think you've been in love: who knows
Want to go to college: yea
Like high school: not really
Want to get married: yes
Type correctly: with my fingers on the right keys and everything! haha
Believe in yourself: sometimes
Have any tattoos? no...
Have any piercings? Where: yea ears
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're a health freak: not at all lol
Get along with your parents: sometimes when their not retarded about stupid stuff
Like thunderstorms: yeaa their nice
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
 series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married: like mid 20s, if i get married. thats a biiig if
Number and names of children: no kids i want to travel and write
Where will you be at age 20: probaly college
Dream wedding: the beach at night
How do you want to die: in my sleep
Dream job: writing journalism whatever i want to write
Country you'd like to visit: england
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color: blue or green
Best hair color: doesnt matter
Short or long hair: not longer than mine
Best height: taller than me
Best weight: more than me
Best clothes: doesnt matter
Best first date location: movies, somewhere public... or bowling!! bowling. i suck at it but i love it 
Best first kiss location: AT A BOWLING ALLEY!! I'm gunna do that one day 
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 8 - other ] L
ast time you slept with a stuffed animal: last week
Rings before you answer the phone: usually 2
What's on your mousepad: lion king
How many houses you've lived in:  5
How many schools you've gone to: 4
Bedroom carpet color: beige
Shave your head for $5,000?: probally not
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people: music, food, and a boat...lol
Best time of your life so far: there's been a lot of good times and i miss them all


Posted at 09:23 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]

outing with my mom

  First we went to Jo Anne Fabrics where I bought me some niiiice black fleece (much like bebe's come to think of it...), I'm just gunna make scarves out of those. One for me, one for my mom, and one for kara. They'd be happy. I walked to Rugged Wearhouse where I saw skimpy underwear [much like what bebe bought for me] and I was tempted to buy some more. Then walked to tj maxx where I kinda walked around and I found the accordian I played with K last time and I started playing it, but it wasn't fun bc she wasnt with me to dance around with. We went to the Athennian Café where I had some chicken and pita bread. While I was waiting for my mom in the car I had the windows down [dont ask why] and had my headphones on. The song "Nothings gunna stop us now" came on and I havent listened to that in like a year so I start belting the words at the top of my lungs. After the song ended I look out my window to see an old man with his eyebrow peirced (that was the weirdest thing ever.) looking at me with a crooked smile. I was so embarassed.. so you know what I did? Kept singing.. I am such a dork, but I'm used to it.
-Jessi

PS-> Jamie wrote this in her card to me "XXCUT IT WITH THE DASHBOARD". I agree. Hehe.

Posted at 05:55 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]

get ready cuz... THIS IS HIGH SCHOOL!

random lyric.

Today was the best day I've had in the looongest time. It was just... great. Like getting up at 6:03 didn't matter. On the bus ride Di and Shannon werent there again. COREY GIMME BACK MY LOIUSE! Nah, its okay bc i like having the whole seat to myself in the morning. V comfy. Before 1st saw Bebe! She gave me my xmas gift... TWO LACY PANTIES! ONE RED ONE PERIWINKLE. OMG THEY ROCK MY SOCKS... And Jamie gave me these 4 kickin' NBC pins! I LOVE YOU TWO SO MUCH! THANK YOU BEBE! THANK YOU SO MUCH JAMIE!!! What they wrote in the cards were so funny... "Jessica said the 's' word!! oh wait snapple was involved then i understand fully" "We are such whores" and various drawings of string cheese, uNbrellas, clear nipples, and THE PANTS. I love them so much. Math? I dont know what we did... Oh! We had "self selected learning". AKA do what you want. Talked to Bebe the whole time about so much crap and man was it fun. Spanish watched Beauty and The Beast. During the whole ballroom scene, all the girls had their heads tilted to one side with that dreamy look in their eyes wishing for love. I probably looked like that too, as I am a femaley and I love all that romantic jank. In fashion I made a pillow, which Scott stole before 4th period. He went and told Mr M that he had to conviscate the pillow from me bc I was planning on sleeping in his class... haha good lord. Lunch was just the best. I havent had that much fun in lunch since like september. Makin Diana mad by having scott make me lean on her... HIM GIVING ME A WEDGIE (that i had for like 45 minutes.)... hahhaa when he tickled me "Oh scott... youre touching me like my doctor does!". Mm I love it. In english I took my assessment. "A time where you changed your mind." I made up a story about how I went to a party with my friend beatrice "with firey red hair" and that i was going to do drugs but backed out. Hah it was pretty well written if i say so myself. Then we watched OCTOBER SKY. Dude.. that guy looks just like Warren. No, just the eyebrows. But Warren none the less. Lsn had the assessment which was so hardlike. Well, I just didnt know how the leg. branch functioned when it came to Teen Rec Centers.. lol. I drew after that... all over my paper... then folded it up... unfolded... drew more... and ripped it into  34823794 peices. Health... oh man that was so hilarious. Mrs Middleton was trying to use our 'language' she goes, "And when a boy *uses quotation marks* cums *ends marks* there could be a hole in the condom...blah blah blah... have you ever heard the PULL AND PRAY? Its when a guy *quotation marks* pulls *ends* and the girl *quotation marls* prays". It was so funny. Then she was talking about all this stuff and Shannon (a guy) goes "Well I dont do that I masturbate enough to know I don't" it was so funny... Grar! gotta go! moms here- gotta buy some fabric!
-Jessi

Posted at 03:28 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]

Wednesday, December 17
as for now im gunna hear the saddest songs

i wish that i was anywhere with anyone making out.

stop the dashboard. makes jessi sad.

im wearing my pants i made.  tee. theyre so comfy.

  so. my mom yelled and yelled about my lost retainer. she made me go thru 3 bags of trash. it was so gross. and it wasnt in there. i looked for 2 hours. on the floor. everywhere. it was on my moms bed the whole time. good effing lord. pisses me off.
  anyway. atleast my room is clean now. very clean. hey chris [from el dashboardo] has sideburns...hah. Tomorrows assessments are l/s/n. Friday is health and math. Fgfgdf. Not cool... This girl on the dc dvd is makin me angry. She is crying through out the whole thing. She started crying during screaming infedelities. Like-sad crying not OHMIGOD ITS DASHBOARD crying. If it was that kinda crying itd be okay. She probably thought of an ex lover during that song. I know I would if i had some traumatic story behind all my exes. Hahaha. Well, a few do I suppose. But they don't pay any notice now so thats fine, and I'm fine. As I should be, because I have Scott and couldn't be happier. No need to worry or think about the past.
I think im gunna redo my blog for like 28371289381th time this month.

We're doing fine [we're doing nothing at all],
~Jessi

Posted at 07:15 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]

hope has sprung a perfect dive...

chuck"dude. shes hot."

kevin"what?"

chuck"feel her."

kevin"what?"

chuck"feel her hands... shes so hot."
kevin"..oooh...*touches my hand* yeah youre right she is hot"

me"*touches chucks hand* YOURE HOT TOO!"
chuck"dude she just called me hot"
me*rolls eyes*

im on a dashboard rampage.

PaleGreenStars53: oh god
PaleGreenStars53: HANDS DOWN IS ON.
your screams: turn off now
your screams: right now
your screams: ill be back
PaleGreenStars53: okay
your screams: ill let you handle this alone!
PaleGreenStars53: haha okay
your screams: ^_^
Auto response from your screams: stop listening to that dumb shit.


   hum. Thinking about random things. Dc makes ya think about this junk.


I love you.


(Truly incredible, never fake, my entirety within you
Your smiles, never forgotten
You saved me)


Posted at 05:41 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]

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