1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? went to california, gambled(even though the gaurd acught me before I could pull the thingy down.), las vegas, many many other things

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i made resolutions last year- dont remember them. probably didnt keep them. ill try to make some this year

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Nope...

4. Did anyone close to you die? Thank God, No. But, a very good friends dad did die... sad thoughts

5. What countries did you visit? If I had left the country, I wouldn't have come back so soon

6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? More time with people that mean something to me

7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? theres like 847239423 in there

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Being where I am now.

9. What was your biggest failure? not sure...

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? A cold here and there, migraines and whatnot

11. What was the best thing you bought? nothing really, im more content with my pj pants i made

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Uh, all of the friends from 8th grade. we've grown quite a bit

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? I left them behind me.

14. Where did most of your money go? movies sewing junk and a few CDs

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? i got excited about a bunch of junk.

16. What song will always remind you of 2003? Hm. tough one. Not sure...

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder?: a lot happier. last year this time... hahaha.. i received that email. "can we still be friends im sorry blah blah blah" haha you a hole... hahaha sorry good times
ii. thinner or fatter?: I don't really change much in weight
iii. richer or poorer?: same

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Keeping my mouth shut on certain topics

20. How will you be spending Christmas? Today... Bored, watching movies, waiting for tomorrow

22. Did you fall in love in 2003? *nod nod*

23. How many one-night stands? lol, i lost count :P Actually, none... but Diana on the other hand...

24. What was your favorite TV program? too many

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I don't hate them, but there are less people in my life now.

26. What was the best book you read? WHAT MY MOTHER DOESNT KNOW.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? liked the same music for a long time

28. What did you want and got? a boyfriend that -actually- cares for me... bout damn time compared to those others

30. What was your favorite film of this year? Hm, dunno. Had that bueller rampage back in may-july. matchstick men was very good.

31. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you? my birthday... i forgot what i did. oh. it was a monday. and it sucked. diana came with me to Casey Jones. and i almost cried. I think i did. forgot about what though. hm, whatever. and at school a few people 'forgot' it was my bday so they made it up to me by picking me up and throwing me around the parking lot

32. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying? if certain people lived close (you all know who youses are.. theres a few of you).

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? so much different than last year, and im proud of that. no more 'i have to wear this'... ive finally decided what i wanna wear and i wear it regardless of what my friends say, even though they all feel the same way now the middle school is finally over

34. What kept you sane? Friends, music, my computer room even though that added many problems.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? hum. matthew broderick in ferris bueller. tom delonge. i'm sure theres been more. 

36. What political issue stirred you the most?  the terrorist attacks, the government in general

37. Who did you miss? the people that live away from me

38. Who was the best new person you met? that I met? Scott

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: don't be afraid to say what you feel, it can seriously help you out in the long run

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: this is the best day (or year) i can ever remember

Slept in your bed: Kara.. in a non sexual way ;)
Saw you cry: Geez. I dunno. Probably the receptionist at the doctors office.
Made you cry: THE CHRISTMAS SHOES MOVIE
Spent the night at your house: kara
You went to the movies with: scott
You went to the mall with: willie and kara, my sauve friends i love
Yelled at you: hmm havent been yelled at my the parents lately... so ill say one of the friends.
Sent you an e-mail: Kara
Sent you an Instant Message: Pete
What did it say: "I'm all taken up.. theres only so much of me to go around!" haha
Sent you a text message: that was sooo last summer. lol. um. jamie d a long time ago
What did it say: Do you think I remember? Something while we were in the car coming back from the fair, i dunno
You kissed: Scott

HAVE YOU EVER..

Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes..I say it a lot now..but I always mean it.
Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.: hahah yes when sammy stole my retainer.
Been to New York?: yeah back in 4th grade when i saw lion king on broadway [i had a crush on the boy that played simba hahaha], id love to go back.
Been to Florida?: Yeah in 6th grade was the last time i went, that was a lot of fun... blizzard beach California?: yuuuup *swoons*
Hawaii?: Nope, i wouldnt fit in... theyd probably think im like the devil or something since im so pale
Mexico?: yup.. jaurez.. *shivers*
China?: Nope
Canada?: Nope
Danced naked?: of course
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: almost
Wish you were the opposite sex? uh..not really. only when i get cramps
Had an imaginary friend? yeah lots.

RANDOM...

Red or blue? Red
Spring or fall? fall
Are you bored? nope not really.
Last noise you heard? I CANT PUT MY ARMS DOWN
Last time you went out of the state/province: oh... uh when i went to el san diego
Things you like in a girl?: well um i am a girl soo...
Things you like in a guy?: hm... they cant be perfect... you have to love their flaws
Do you have a crush on someone? well i kinda am going out with scott so you could consider that
What book are you reading now? like 208459 books... please dont kill the freshmen, planet janet, ee cummings, poe, a few others
Worst feeling in the world: being alone, feeling like you can't do anything.
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? : I don't want to wake up. this mornings thought was "the treeeeee"
How many rings before you answer? four.. but that was only that one occasion back in october
Future daughter's name: uh no kids but hmm i dunno
Future son's name: RALPHIE!
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? sometimes
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? a writer for some old trashy magazine living off of ramen noodles
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? sometimes
What's under your bed? some socks, slippers, a shirt, towel, ive seen it all just dont feel like pulling it out
Current Age: 14. too young.
Siblings: none but it feels like i do when i go up to my dads
Location: waldorf
College plans: most likely uncw

THE EXTRA STUFF

Do you do drugs?: uh no
Do you drink: nope
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: oh that kiwi melon yumminess
What are you most scared of?: SAMARA BC SHE STOLE IT
What clothes do you sleep in?: a random to big for me shirt and my pants i made and lately my socks... i hate wearing them but they keep me warm
Who is the last person who called you? call? me? hah. well, my dad. hes the only one that calls.
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be? to be more assertive
If you could change anything about your looks what would that be? If i said nothing id seem cocky if i named things off id seem low on self esteem
Who do you really hate?: uh..dunno
Favourite number: 53
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: wish i drove
Are You Timely Or Always Late: hardly ever late, but thats bc i dont drive yet. once i do im sure ill always be late.
Do You Have A Job: nope.
Do You Like Being Around People: not group things. to quiet for that. 2 people is good for me. but dianas was cool with all those people/
Best feeling in the world: being with someone who cares about you.
Are you for world peace: uh sure? but uh..not going to ever happen in my life time.

STUFF

Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: not loved but im sure i have somewhere along the line
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Yeah
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no ive dated a variety of people...
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Nope
Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: Yep
Are You Lonely Right Now: not really
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: not afraid
Do You Want To Get Married: *shrugs* whatever happens happens but i doubt it. if i do i want it to end with a tragic story that i can write about
Do You Want Kids: nope. i want to travel. my ambitions are very harriet the spy. minus the spy part. "i want to write down everything i see."

FAVOURITE

Room In house: my bedroom
Type(s) of music: eh whatever
Song: uh lots of songs...
Memory: football games
Day Of The Week: Friday or saturday is nice.
Color: red white pink black.
Perfume Or Cologne: perfume?
Month: many
Season: fall
 

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU..

Cried: nope
Bought Something: yup some snapple.
Gotten Sick: nope.
Sang: yup
Said I Love You: yup
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yup
Met Someone New: yeah
Moved On: move on?
Talked To Someone: yup
Had A Serious Talk: yup
Missed Someone: yes very much so
Hugged Someone: yup
Kissed Someone: yup
Fought With Your Parents: nope
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: i think
Had a lot of sleep: not really

Okay, Im good. I found a notebook I took to san diego with all my writings and whatnot. On one of the pages with some very deep crap on it at the bottom corner it said "Pay 1,000,000 or you will pay" I laughed so hard. Who wrote that?! It looked like my dads writing, but the mere thought of him going thru my stuff creeps me out. Esp on that one page. Man was I some pathetic sappy girl a few months ago. I pulled out of that [for the most part.] which is v good. MY aunt called. She mightve been drunk. She was talking about scott. Does everyone in the family know about him? My homie gpa called. We talked about Brandon [my friend in NC hes about... 18 i think, very cool guy] and how he didn't want a girlfriend for the holidays bc he didnt wanna buy gifts.. hahaha. Then we talked about Jon and I nearly pissed myself bc I kept thinking of when me and mandy were walking around their neighborhood in nc he came up to us, "Do you like to mow the grass? Mowing the grass is fun. I mow the grass for money". Sad little boy. Spending christmas with my dad tomorrow- At Ann's. Great.
Today- christmas at my mom's
Tomorrow: xmas with my dad at anns
Saturday: xmas with the jochum family
Sunday: xmas with the grandparents

Eee. Many of Christmas's. So I won't write between Saturday and til either tuesday or wednesday. Sad, I know.