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Tuesday, December 30
back!
left at 5 effing AM! Why?! Ah well I slept til 8, then read a bunch, then watched ferris bueller read some more and then boom we were home.
i had a good time in nc, besides the fact the meemaw was driving me insane. I finally got pirates BUY I LEFT IT BACK IN NC!!! I am so sad. No more Johnny. But jill is bringing it on thursday when she comes up!! Eeee! Bringing in the new year with my instant potato like years past- yesss!! I could go into a huge long story about how we met for some reason but it would take up this whole thing with my love for jill. and i get to see her in 2 days! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, I am -so- happy!
Posted at 12:45 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
Monday, December 29
oh no now YOU are spawning journal entries
This was written by my hobo willie who shares my pudding ;)
Oh pudding pudding
my favorite is the one with the stripe oh pudding pudding i want to eat you alll niggghtttt so lets get some pudding, and forget all our problems save all this for the morning
yea thats when well solve em *80's rock love ballod*
OH PUDDDDDiiiiiiiiNNNNNNggggggg!Where have you gone my dear?!?! OHHHHH PUUUUDDDDDIIIINNNG
pudding.
you can have my pudding anyday.
My pudding brings all the boys to the yard. "Aww the boys dont want my pudding"-Hobo
oh im sorry, lets go get some pudding.
~Pudding Nazi Hobette *glomp* Posted at 09:15 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
man! computer erased my darn entry.
Well i am in nc, not much to do. Went shopping today bought some shirts and a belt [the belt got complimented on a college guy with swoosh hair so its all good]. On the way here I listened to mxpx the whoooooooooole way. WANT AD is engraved in my head. That and chick magnet. permanently stuck forever.
At the mall I was in wet seal when i hear, "HEY Gimme space so i can breathe!" and i whip around and see something corporate on the mini tv and i died. Just... died. I mustve looked like a fool, stnading there clenching my scarf and purse wide eyed and mouth open just staring at the tv. But hey what can i say.. something corporate *love*
gotsta go! pack! shower! sorry for a short entry..
Posted at 06:11 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
Saturday, December 27
take it to the liimiiit one more tiiime
stupid music my dad has to listen to *mumble*
Friday:
Dad picked me up in his new truck. Hooooooooooooooooooooooootttttt. I love it. So big. HEATED EFFING SEATS *dies*. We went to ann's where we opened gifts. ANN GOT ME A WATER PROOF RADIO/CD PLAYER THAT GOES IN YOUR SHOWER!!!! I almost died. B/c I sing so much in the shower (badly, though) and its so great and perfect and wonderfululul. Dad got me a portable dvd tv type thing so i can watch movies in the car- its pretty cool, but I dunno it was like he was trying to impress me or something... Watched ally and we watched legally blonde 2 and freaky friday- oh the joy *rolls eyes*. Man it was so good. Well you know how ally uses that thing against me- about me and scott and everyone and crap... well Ian comes in "So Jess.. hows this scott fellow?" and I'm all freaking out like "WHERE DID YOU HEAR THIS CRAP FROM" it was pretty funny so I went off at ally, "I TOLD YOU NOT TO TELL HIM OR THEM YOU CANT KEEP A SECRET IM NOT TELLING YOU ANYTHING EVER AGAIN!" and to an 8-9 year old thats pretty harsh so she was crying and I was laughing... it was great. I'm surprised my dad never brought up scott. He's not the over protective dad which is cool. Thats my grandpa. Then we [me ally ian ann and my dad] all played OUIJA! I heart that even though you know its fake. Ian was doing it the whole timebut ally believed it was true.. haha.Got home where the allergies kicked in so bad from the cat my right eye was completely blood shot and I forced my dadto go to the store. Lol. He listened to my whole cd- he likes matchbook romance! YAY! He was all dancing to outkast... and he loooooooooves the darkness. Everclear he knew all the words but thats no big surprise. He thought the postal servce was kinda weird.. but oh well. He liked most of it.
Saturday (today!):
Wrapped gifts and watched game show network til about 1- good morning sunshine. Went to Rose's and hung out with Andrea the whole time. Talked about almost everything guy related- enough to not have her freak out and go all churchy on me. haha she was like "We're going skiing tomorrow.. you were invited but youre going to NC... man.. you should come.. we're going with brent (some guy) and his family and he has TWO older brother ones a freshman one is a junior and they are soooooo cute and since i'm into brent you could have two guys!!!" "you know, i still am going out with scott" "scott? whos he? i thought you went out with a todd?" "todd? whos todd?" "todd is scott?" "scott is scott." "ok" "alright". we went into the hammock and chilled out and as soon as I got out it effing broke. We ran inside and acted like nothing happened. We determined it broke bc i am oh so fat. lol. Matt - man he is still the best uncle. He taught me some karate moves. More like I gave him the TOUCH OF DEATH (simpsons you fools) and he blocked me then twisted my arm then showed me what i should do. We talked about some different animeness and played MARIO SUNSHINE... hahahha. I played the piano jacob had (ok just mary had a little lamb) and andrea was teaching me a song and i couldnt get it so i go "dammit" and she freaks out bc shes all religious and holy and ahrr..
i gotta go- nc is tomorrow. ill write either tuesday or wednesday.
much love and missingness <3
-Jessica with ONE J
Posted at 09:45 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
Friday, December 26
pink gloves... pink socks... pink shirt... pink on my new shoes. Even a hint of pink eye shadow. Dun dun dun. Ah well I figured I might as well go pink today..Man I should wear my pink dickies but its to cold (theyre capris) out for them. And then die my hair pink. My dad say he would be here soon. Aka not for another 5 hours. I actually look pretty good today- my hair is all perfect like and I dont look like the normal crap! Figures I'm only going to my Dad's and not some place where everyone would be... sigh. Oh well. It will do. I got him the Dumb and Dumberer DVD... he better like it. I bought it with me own money too. I'm in some serious debt though... had to borrow a lot of money for christmas gifts from my mom (I only started out with what... 6 bucks?).. Oh well my aunt is coming today (won't see her til tomorrow though) and she's bringing me some cash up. That should pay off about half of it. I'm listening to the postal service... was matchbook romance and some fall out boy earlier. I'm gunna let my dad listen to the CD I burned (with fall out boy, matchbook romance, postal serive outkast [hell yes] blink 182, no use for a name, the darkness, saves, starting line, everclear, something corprate, etc) and listen to him make fun of my music- as always. Its always fun too. Me singing and him mocking the songs... Eh, he likes blink and everclear and starting line so thats good. And he looooves Something Corporate. I have taught him well. Haha, he got me into a bunch of music too... he got me into the clash, the ramones, greenday, sex pistols, BOB MARLEY, james taylor (lol), and all those good stuff. Hm, thanks dad for your music influence-ness. My dad said he got a new truck... I'm gunna miss the mustang *cries*. I loooooove the mustang.... the '89 one. +LOVE+. He said the truck has a 6 cd changer, heated seats (but they are leather...), and a sun roof *dies*. But I still love the mustang one CD player, sun roof that won't open, and comfy seats and food thrown everywhere. Oh well... gotta go! must make cookies!
Posted at 11:35 am by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
Thursday, December 25
is it wrong if i think its lame to dance?
In a past journal entry (from june 9th! that was when i was part of deadjournal) I said this:
today was fun i had a few "deep moments" though.
"well he doesnt even know her. he only likes what he sees. he doesnt kno the full story... he hasnt met the face behind the face BEHIND the face" -me on the bus reffering to. ahem.
i think thats a good quote. i mean you really gotta know what the face behind the face behind the face is. for example.... hmm.. like you may see a dork on the outside then find out their really funny but then it will take you awhile 2 figure out the face behind the face behind the face is some one who is totally distratced from society. just an example. its weird to think that you dont really know that many people if you put it that way. i mean, how many people do YOU know - the face behind the face behind the face? i say i know three people.
Well, today i found out that last face of someone. It wasnt pretty. Man... its so weird to think of people this way. There is so much I wanna say but I know who reads my journal so I can't. But this person... it really shocked me. Another person- they shocked me too. I've known both of them for awhile.. and then.. boom.. youre opinion about them totally changes. Their image changes. I can't look at them the same way anymore. Some of my other 'friends'. God. Theyre just some arses. One hasn't talked to me since november. Maybe a polite hello here or there, but theyd never have a normal converastion with me- hell they don't even return my instant messages. Screw them, I'm done trying. Theyre always complaining about how they can't get a guy, when plenty like them. The ones who are worth it don't want you bc they probably see what I do. But- good lord, you don't have to be like that. It may have taken me awhile to realize all this about these people... but I'm glad I found out what they are really like. And... I don't like what I see. Pull your act together and your thumb out of your arse. Thank you.
Whew, sorry about that little rant. Just certain people- gr. No -"Ka-grr" lol willie. Christmas... nothing good rarely comes of it. Tomorrow is Hancock, i.e. opening gifts with 4 kids and 2 adults then baby sitting the 4 kids while the 2 adults sneak up stairs. Hm, i'm used to it. One day i'm bound to go pyscho on one of the kids though. Probably Ally bc shes the only one that gets to me. If she uses that "Well-if-you-dont-do-what-i-wanna-do-im-gunna-tell-your-dad-what-you-did" thing like she always does one more time i might snap. I regret telling her anything. Well.. i didnt really- but yet i did. She comes up to me when i'm half asleep dead tired from playing with the twins and asks me all these questions about my.. "private life"... so now she uses it to her advantage. I'm not sure all what she knows, but she knows enough for it to get blushworthy. (Then again I blush whenever my name is spoken.)
I am looking forward to Saturday b/c I'll be with all the family. Today was lame- celebrating with just my mom. But saturday... all 11 uncles/aunts with their wives/husbands and the 14 grandkids (im gunna try and name them from oldest to youngest here i go- stephen christopher me andrea annette jacob rainelle arielle roselle isabelle parker sammy viola elena.. i did it!) and so thats like...
18+14=32? yes! 32 people I will be celebrating xmas with- well 31 not including me. And i love that. I don't wanna celebrate christmas with one person, or a few people, but tons of people. And being with all them will be awesome. Then again.. I will see Andrea. Shes the religious one who thinks me and scott "THATS LIKE SEX BEFRORE MARRAIGE" as she says. Oh well. Whatever. I'll see Matt which is kick arse bc he is the coolest uncle ever ever ever (hes the cool 24 year old with the nissan 350z with a passion for anime and karate and resembles keanu reeves in the matrix). Me and him will talk about all that good junk, as always. He is like my older brother- considering he lives with my dad for 3 years onec me and mom moved out. But hes the only uncle i havent hugged- lol.
Sunday should be pretty cool- minus the driving. Last time we went to nc we were stuck in an 11 mile back up- took us 4 hours to move 4 miles. Then the car broke down. Total of 11.5 hours driving a normally 6 hour drive. Man, that sucked. And Mandy won't be up visiting her grandparents so I won't see her *tear*. Ohhh can't wait to go shopping with my grandma and mom and aunt juanita (the crazy one who got drunk 3 christmas's ago and performed her own version of ROMEO AND JULIET) on monday! Thats gunna be so hardcore- lol. Their mall is awesome and so many awesome people there... people watching is great down there. I love it.
Coming home tuesday probably. Most likely. Fine by me. Not sure about plans for new years. I definately wanna stay home. Maybe some one can come over. +shrugs+ whatever works out.
But as for now- my right shoulder and right above my chest and my left knee cap (yes knee cap lol) is still all ouchful. I dunno what I did. First my jaw (but that was explainable... lol) now its everywhere and hurts real bad. Feels like I am one giant bruise- lol.
Love until later,
Jessica with one J
p.s. happy birthday to Nick! Hope you like your star bracelet gift! I'm making one just like it right now- cept mine has a red star
Posted at 09:23 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
Have you ever...
Fallen for a friend? yeah
Rejected someone? yeah
Been in love? sure
Been in lust? sure
Used someone? no
Been used? umm maybe once or twice, I dont really know
Cheated on someone? nope
Been cheated on? most likely
Been kissed? yeah
Done something you regret? yup
Who was the last person...
You touched? touched? scott
You talked to? in person? my mom
You hugged? dunno
You instant messaged? amanday
You kissed? scott
You yelled at? dunno
You laughed with? scott
Who broke your heart? no need to bring up the past. but they know.
Do you...
Color your hair? no
Have tattoos? nope
Piercings? yes
Have a boy friend? yup
Floss daily? yeah
Own a webcam? nope
Ever get off the computer? no! well. only to shower sleep and use the bathroom... lol. and other times like when good movies are on... or if i leave the house...
Sprechen sie deutsche? im guessing that means do i speak dutch. no.
Habla espanol? yeah
Have you/do you/do you have...
Considered a life of crime? haha only in sims
Considered being a hooker? yes definetly, then I could go on Jerry Springer
Considered being a pimp? oh yeah, but only for the furry coats
Are you psycho? maybe
Split personalities? probably
Obsessive? sometimes
Obsessive compulsive? i dont think so
Panic? not usually
Depressed? i dont know?
Obsessed with hate? no
Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? no, sometimes death but not pyschoish
Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? no
What would you be doing? i dont know
What are you listening to? daddy day care
Can you do anything freakish with your body? i don't think so. probably.
Chicken or fish? chicken
Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? not really... i had my camel fetish
Current..
Current Clothes: black tank top and my flannel pj pants... doesnt make any sense
Current Mood: tired but happy
Current Music: i wanna be sedated
Current Taste: code red [need the pixi stix]
Current Hair: up in a messy bun and look funny
Current Annoyance: my body is hurtful and feels like i got beat up
Current Smell: well i smell vanilla-y
Current thing I ought to be doing: taking some aspirin and packing
Current Desktop Picture: all waterfull-y and reminds me of lord of the rings but its just some webshots jank
Current Favorite Group: too many
Current Book: um I'm reading many
Current DVD In Player: daddy day care
Current Refreshment: code red
Current Worry: no worries tonight!
Current Favorite Celebrity: ?
ARE YOU...
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: yeah
Insecure: er sometimes
Interesting: oh yes, i am VERY interesting *rolls eyes*
A lil Hungry: yeah just a "lil"
Friendly: err i guess so
Smart: yeah
Moody: very, im a girl what do you expect.
Childish: depends on who i am around
Hard working: sometimes
Organized: nope
Emotionally Stable: hah probably not
Shy: yeah
Difficult: depends
Bored Easily: it depends
Thirsty: yes
Responsible: er sometimes
Happy: content
Trusting: maybe
Unique: i'd like to think so
Lonely: not really
Name: Jessi
nicknames: jessi.
Hair: brunette
Bday: oct 20
Eye Color: growl stupid eyes
Siblings: none
Righty or lefty? right
What's your sign? libra
On Dating...
Long or short hair? both, it depends->not longer than mine
Dark or blond hair? dark
Tall or short? it doesn't really matter, just taller than me but not taller than jessica holden ;)
Pretty but dumb or Ok looking but smart? Well, I don't want to be dating an idiot.
Light skinned or dark? doesn't matter
Pierced or no? depends.. some guys look good some look like retards
Freckles or none? not so it covers theyre whole body
Skinny or pudgy? hmm i dont care
Thuggish or sporty type? hahaha THUGGISHHHHH... yeah, right
On preferences...
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot chocolate
McDonalds or Burger King? at bk you got it
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? can it be a two in one kind of thing?
Sweet or sour? both? i have no clue
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr pepper! [it makes the world taste better]
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy or drama but that wasn't an option
Cats or dogs? dogs
Ocean or Pool? pool, but ocean sometimes->i have to be in the mood
Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheesier? cool
Mud or Jell-O wrestling? jell-o
With or without ice-cubes? w/o
Shine or rain? rain
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? i like 'em all.. winter-snow, summer-no school, fall-my bday and all pretty leaves, spring-ehh the flowers
Vanilla or Chocolate? vanilla
Snowboarding or skiing? only been skiing and i haaaaated it.
Posted at 07:10 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? went to california, gambled(even though the gaurd acught me before I could pull the thingy down.), las vegas, many many other things
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i made resolutions last year- dont remember them. probably didnt keep them. ill try to make some this year
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Nope...
4. Did anyone close to you die? Thank God, No. But, a very good friends dad did die... sad thoughts
5. What countries did you visit? If I had left the country, I wouldn't have come back so soon
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? More time with people that mean something to me
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? theres like 847239423 in there
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Being where I am now.
9. What was your biggest failure? not sure...
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? A cold here and there, migraines and whatnot
11. What was the best thing you bought? nothing really, im more content with my pj pants i made
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Uh, all of the friends from 8th grade. we've grown quite a bit
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? I left them behind me.
14. Where did most of your money go? movies sewing junk and a few CDs
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? i got excited about a bunch of junk.
16. What song will always remind you of 2003? Hm. tough one. Not sure...
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder?: a lot happier. last year this time... hahaha.. i received that email. "can we still be friends im sorry blah blah blah" haha you a hole... hahaha sorry good times
ii. thinner or fatter?: I don't really change much in weight
iii. richer or poorer?: same
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Keeping my mouth shut on certain topics
20. How will you be spending Christmas? Today... Bored, watching movies, waiting for tomorrow
22. Did you fall in love in 2003? *nod nod*
23. How many one-night stands? lol, i lost count :P Actually, none... but Diana on the other hand...
24. What was your favorite TV program? too many
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I don't hate them, but there are less people in my life now.
26. What was the best book you read? WHAT MY MOTHER DOESNT KNOW.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? liked the same music for a long time
28. What did you want and got? a boyfriend that -actually- cares for me... bout damn time compared to those others
30. What was your favorite film of this year? Hm, dunno. Had that bueller rampage back in may-july. matchstick men was very good.
31. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you? my birthday... i forgot what i did. oh. it was a monday. and it sucked. diana came with me to Casey Jones. and i almost cried. I think i did. forgot about what though. hm, whatever. and at school a few people 'forgot' it was my bday so they made it up to me by picking me up and throwing me around the parking lot
32. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying? if certain people lived close (you all know who youses are.. theres a few of you).
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? so much different than last year, and im proud of that. no more 'i have to wear this'... ive finally decided what i wanna wear and i wear it regardless of what my friends say, even though they all feel the same way now the middle school is finally over
34. What kept you sane? Friends, music, my computer room even though that added many problems.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? hum. matthew broderick in ferris bueller. tom delonge. i'm sure theres been more.
36. What political issue stirred you the most? the terrorist attacks, the government in general
37. Who did you miss? the people that live away from me
38. Who was the best new person you met? that I met? Scott
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: don't be afraid to say what you feel, it can seriously help you out in the long run
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: this is the best day (or year) i can ever remember
LAST PERSON WHO..
Slept in your bed: Kara.. in a non sexual way ;)
Saw you cry: Geez. I dunno. Probably the receptionist at the doctors office.
Made you cry: THE CHRISTMAS SHOES MOVIE
Spent the night at your house: kara
You went to the movies with: scott
You went to the mall with: willie and kara, my sauve friends i love
Yelled at you: hmm havent been yelled at my the parents lately... so ill say one of the friends.
Sent you an e-mail: Kara
Sent you an Instant Message: Pete
What did it say: "I'm all taken up.. theres only so much of me to go around!" haha
Sent you a text message: that was sooo last summer. lol. um. jamie d a long time ago
What did it say: Do you think I remember? Something while we were in the car coming back from the fair, i dunno
You kissed: Scott
HAVE YOU EVER..
Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes..I say it a lot now..but I always mean it.
Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.: hahah yes when sammy stole my retainer.
Been to New York?: yeah back in 4th grade when i saw lion king on broadway [i had a crush on the boy that played simba hahaha], id love to go back.
Been to Florida?: Yeah in 6th grade was the last time i went, that was a lot of fun... blizzard beach California?: yuuuup *swoons*
Hawaii?: Nope, i wouldnt fit in... theyd probably think im like the devil or something since im so pale
Mexico?: yup.. jaurez.. *shivers*
China?: Nope
Canada?: Nope
Danced naked?: of course
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: almost
Wish you were the opposite sex? uh..not really. only when i get cramps
Had an imaginary friend? yeah lots.
RANDOM...
Red or blue? Red
Spring or fall? fall
Are you bored? nope not really.
Last noise you heard? I CANT PUT MY ARMS DOWN
Last time you went out of the state/province: oh... uh when i went to el san diego
Things you like in a girl?: well um i am a girl soo...
Things you like in a guy?: hm... they cant be perfect... you have to love their flaws
Do you have a crush on someone? well i kinda am going out with scott so you could consider that
What book are you reading now? like 208459 books... please dont kill the freshmen, planet janet, ee cummings, poe, a few others
Worst feeling in the world: being alone, feeling like you can't do anything.
What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? : I don't want to wake up. this mornings thought was "the treeeeee"
How many rings before you answer? four.. but that was only that one occasion back in october
Future daughter's name: uh no kids but hmm i dunno
Future son's name: RALPHIE!
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? sometimes
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? a writer for some old trashy magazine living off of ramen noodles
Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? sometimes
What's under your bed? some socks, slippers, a shirt, towel, ive seen it all just dont feel like pulling it out
Current Age: 14. too young.
Siblings: none but it feels like i do when i go up to my dads
Location: waldorf
College plans: most likely uncw
THE EXTRA STUFF
Do you do drugs?: uh no
Do you drink: nope
What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: oh that kiwi melon yumminess
What are you most scared of?: SAMARA BC SHE STOLE IT
What clothes do you sleep in?: a random to big for me shirt and my pants i made and lately my socks... i hate wearing them but they keep me warm
Who is the last person who called you? call? me? hah. well, my dad. hes the only one that calls.
If you could change anything about yourself what would that be? to be more assertive
If you could change anything about your looks what would that be? If i said nothing id seem cocky if i named things off id seem low on self esteem
Who do you really hate?: uh..dunno
Favourite number: 53
What Type Automobile Do You Drive: wish i drove
Are You Timely Or Always Late: hardly ever late, but thats bc i dont drive yet. once i do im sure ill always be late.
Do You Have A Job: nope.
Do You Like Being Around People: not group things. to quiet for that. 2 people is good for me. but dianas was cool with all those people/
Best feeling in the world: being with someone who cares about you.
Are you for world peace: uh sure? but uh..not going to ever happen in my life time.
STUFF
Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: not loved but im sure i have somewhere along the line
Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: Yeah
Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: no ive dated a variety of people...
Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Nope
Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: Yep
Are You Lonely Right Now: not really
Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: not afraid
Do You Want To Get Married: *shrugs* whatever happens happens but i doubt it. if i do i want it to end with a tragic story that i can write about
Do You Want Kids: nope. i want to travel. my ambitions are very harriet the spy. minus the spy part. "i want to write down everything i see."
FAVOURITE
Room In house: my bedroom
Type(s) of music: eh whatever
Song: uh lots of songs...
Memory: football games
Day Of The Week: Friday or saturday is nice.
Color: red white pink black.
Perfume Or Cologne: perfume?
Month: many
Season: fall
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU..
Cried: nope
Bought Something: yup some snapple.
Gotten Sick: nope.
Sang: yup
Said I Love You: yup
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yup
Met Someone New: yeah
Moved On: move on?
Talked To Someone: yup
Had A Serious Talk: yup
Missed Someone: yes very much so
Hugged Someone: yup
Kissed Someone: yup
Fought With Your Parents: nope
Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: i think
Had a lot of sleep: not really
Okay, Im good. I found a notebook I took to san diego with all my writings and whatnot. On one of the pages with some very deep crap on it at the bottom corner it said "Pay 1,000,000 or you will pay" I laughed so hard. Who wrote that?! It looked like my dads writing, but the mere thought of him going thru my stuff creeps me out. Esp on that one page. Man was I some pathetic sappy girl a few months ago. I pulled out of that [for the most part.] which is v good. MY aunt called. She mightve been drunk. She was talking about scott. Does everyone in the family know about him? My homie gpa called. We talked about Brandon [my friend in NC hes about... 18 i think, very cool guy] and how he didn't want a girlfriend for the holidays bc he didnt wanna buy gifts.. hahaha. Then we talked about Jon and I nearly pissed myself bc I kept thinking of when me and mandy were walking around their neighborhood in nc he came up to us, "Do you like to mow the grass? Mowing the grass is fun. I mow the grass for money". Sad little boy. Spending christmas with my dad tomorrow- At Ann's. Great.
Today- christmas at my mom's
Tomorrow: xmas with my dad at anns
Saturday: xmas with the jochum family
Sunday: xmas with the grandparents
Eee. Many of Christmas's. So I won't write between Saturday and til either tuesday or wednesday. Sad, I know.
Posted at 03:34 pm by BlackandWhite
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i think of her so far away
and how i'd like to be with her on Christmas Day
My dad called me:
"SO what did you get?"
"Stuff."
"Movies?"
"Yeah"
"Pirates of the carribean?"
"No."
"*some other movie i forgot*"
"No."
"CDs?"
"No."
"Computer stuff?"
"No."
"Ps2 games?"
"No..."
"Wow, thats great!"
"Were you listening?"
"Yeah of course!"
"...Okay."
Today's been a pretty good day. The morning was still the best though- early morning. I keep going into my room to look at the mini tree scott gave me. My mom keeps turning off the lights (the ones around the tree) so I have to keep going back in my room to turn them on.
This year's for me and you
So happy christmas
I love you, baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true
Posted at 11:44 am by BlackandWhite
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Merry Christmas, Charlie Brown
I think it's really been the best Christmas ever.
I woke up around 7, then 7:15, then 8, 8:30, 8:45, then finally 9 when my mom said we could open the gifts. Went downstairs and gave her her gifts I made, she liked them<or atleast pretended to. Opened up my gifts, said thank you, and ran upstairs to wear 3 other gifts were waiting for me... opened them- 2 sets of lights and a pack of ornaments. Thank you so much Scott, it means so much to me. I decorated it while listening to the last full day of christmas music, it was great. I got it all decorated, its by my bed all pretty-ed up. I love it.
I gotta go... bagel waiting for me.
Merry Christmas!
Posted at 11:05 am by BlackandWhite
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