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Monday, January 5
Geez. Just in a month and 11 days my counter reached 1100. This is ludicris. YOU LIKE ME YOU REALLY REALLY LIKE ME. Oh, shut up. Its weird to think how high it would be if i had this counter at day one on august 19th. Id be at like... 5000. Man. Eee. I wanna thank you all for reading this crap, even though I'm sure a select few of you read this just to get dirt on me, and use it against me in conversation. In fact- I'm sure of that. But thanks for reading anyway, b/c its my journal, and I say what I wanna say. 80% of the time. Lol.
Anywho- tonight -was- a story of love. Okay, no it wasn't, but Early November just blared from my stereo so it counts. I almost finished up my photo album... need i think 20 some more pictures. I looove the case dealy itself. Its dark red and has gold flowererers and gold stars(!!!!!!!) on it and its so gorgeous, THANK YOU SO MUCH JAY FOR IT! It means sooo much to me. I love gifts with actual meanings behind them. Like my mini tree from Scott, now that was the coolest thing ever. Its still up. My mom asked when I'm taking it down. I said not til ever. Anyway back on track- as I was doing this I was listening to a mix CD i made in SEVENTH grade. Holy crap. First trillion songs were Goo Goo Dolls and I was like YAAAAAAAAY!!! and all singing along. But shh. Keep that on the hush hush (as gabs would say). Mark called (...) when I was listening to danke shoen. LOL. He just asked me where I was... I'm at home... and asked if i watched the movie yet... No... and asked me other questions... and had to go. Weird. Danke Shoen- that song has memories. I remember Gabs, Jamie, Amy, Cammie, and I all singing to that biatch at Gabby's partay and I have it on videotape... Hee. Then when it played in the MATCHSTICK MEN movie and I was with Diana and Zack and he was like "What the hell" when I started singing it. You know he loves my serenadingness. Ew that movie was the start of something bad. And evil. And hoe. "Now all I wanna do is mess around with her." Thanks. 'Preciate it. *Growl*. Ah well that was sooo last september. Lol.
Ooohie I know who everyone likeseses! Its madness. I know who *counts* like 3472983 people like. Its ludircris. PEOPLE LOVE TO TELL ME THIS JANK AND I LOVE IT. Yaay they think im trustworthy :D Reminds me of last year... "Ms Know All" -bebe! Hee. Last year was... great. Lately I've been thinking about after graduation a lotness. Haha, me and Diana changing in the back seat of the SUV in the parking lot after grad was over only to find out that the windows werent tinted! Hahaha! Then my dad driving us to Chuck E Cheese and listening to- no no jamming to- THE GOD- Bob Marley. That was so fun. Then getting there and seeing Miran, Ellen, Brian, Nick, Lindsey, Brian and Erik. My god, we had so much fun. Me and Nick trying to get our picture taken and the machine busted- Diana beating the boys at that snowboarding game- ball pit wars-walking to Ledo's- LYNN IN THE PARKING LOT- and the goodbyes. Holy crap I criiieeed. Seeing all the guys leave forever was so sad... Esp Nick bc I've known him since 4th grade and he's the party boy! Haha, man it was great. Then Ellen's mom driving us home at 11 pm and stopping at the gas station where we saw stupido Kelly Catterton there and me and Diana getting out of the car "HEEEEEY KEEELLLAAAAAAAAAY" and Ellen was sooo embarrassed. I mean, we'll never see his jerkoff self ever again so it doesn't matter. And Ellen's brother. He is So queer. I can't take it. Like at Ellen's party (with just her fam and me and bebe and lindsey) he was all THEYRE GUNNA TAKE AWAY YOUR SKAAATEBOOOARD
Read newest issue of Seventeen. That magazine is complete hoe. Its so fun to read it.. people are so dumb. Oh my God, like, gag me with a spoon.
Tomorrow=death. I forgot how much I hate/despise/loathe Ms Isaac (math teacher). MY GOD she is so... *angry girly noise*. English assessment tomorrow. And health, too. Ewww. English... told Mr Capper about getting kicked out of the mall. He died laughing. It was so great. Told my dad when he called, "That is so dumb."
Talking to Jamie now. I AM SO GLAD SHE HAS AN EFFING BOYFRIEND! This- it makes me giggle. Now I have someone i trust to talk to about this "kind of stuff" and it is so great. Eeehehe. Once again it makes me giggle. 6 and 8. Together we average at a 7. Oohoohoo. AHH now the biatch is leaving me for answering my question. She is a mo'fo P.I.M.P. Still I was first! Tee.
geez what a long arse entry with no point to it. Hm. I'm gunna get in my jimjams and get outta hizzere(i did not just say that without Kara in the room), I love you!
Ever so sweet <3,
Jessica [with one J]
ThsTmeImperfct: i wuv you bebe
Yes. I am loved by atleast one human being on this earth. Love you bebe. <333
CldnThinkOfASn: I'm going to change my sn iwithin the next week
CldnThinkOfASn: to....
PaleGreenStars53: hmm alright
CldnThinkOfASn: PrplMnkyDshWashr
PaleGreenStars53: IF IT SAYS EMO OR WEEZER IN IT ILL KILL YOU
CldnThinkOfASn: HAHAHAHHA
CldnThinkOfASn: lol
CldnThinkOfASn: no wait...
PaleGreenStars53: WeezerEmoKid right?
CldnThinkOfASn: howbout Iloveweezertheyrmybabes
PaleGreenStars53: RIVERS IS MINE BIATCH
Lovely convo between me and Jay. Lovely, eh?
Posted at 09:14 pm by BlackandWhite
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Did I mention Scott gave me my xmas card?
Ooh, I love it. More than Diana's and Scott's new guitars put together.
Thats a lot of love.
Cept i think my spanish class thinks I am insane b/c I started to laugh when everyone was quietly doing the warmup.
ESPECIALLY under the covers<3!,
Jessi
Posted at 03:56 pm by BlackandWhite
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I don't think I've said EW this much in one day, lol. Ah I love it though.
Got to school... bleh. It was the bus ride from hell. 6:40 AM and stupid Gina talking 38492842 mph. Just shut up. Let me sleep. Saw Diana's new guitar... poooooooolka dooooooots. I want to marry it. She also showed me the pics from Homecoming. EW TIMES 3948329423 JESSI FAAAAAAAG! Eww I look so stupid. Like a freakin doll or something that needs to be on showcase in an ugly museum. Or Ripley's. Lol. Okay it wasnt that bad. But pictures aren't my thing. Math=Boring. Spanish=blah. Fashion Tech=Crap. Science! Ohh... yessss. You know that 'nice' pic of me I wrote about before thats on Mr. M's board? Well, right before class literally 5 seconds before the bell rings, I see it, jump up outta my seat (in the v back of the class room) run to his board, trip over his chair, take it down, and break his Saturn Magnet, and dash back to my seat. Everyone was like "What the hell..." Mr M comes in and my heart is all beating all fast bc I have never ran that fast before in my life. Not even when I was running from the wrath of silly string. He takes attendance and when he looked over my name he smiled at me then kept smiling and looked at his board. I waved the picture proudly. I was like... YAAAAAAY. Lunch=Suckiness. English was good. Read a story... something with the word Magi in it. Reminded me of the Mangina, lol. Talked to Chuck a bit which was odd like some crap, but I played it off. Go me. Lsn+movie and review packet=Bllleeeeeh. Going to health was great... apparently i'm only worth $1400... hahaha. Health=bad. As I was waiting for Scott after 8th pd I saw Mark and I hit him and yelled, "GET HIGH ON HUGS NOT DRUGS!" and he looked at me like I was insane, and Jamie d called be the violent woman. Well, Mark deserved it. Drugs are one thing you don't tell me about. Unless I ask you. Which I won't. Oh well, whatever. He gave me the PINK FLOYD DVD which I gotsa watch soon, looks very cool. He redeemed himself, lol. Scott's bus almost left him... hahah that was pretty cool.. in an... uncool way... On the bus talked to Shannon and Diana I was lmao the whole time. Found out who Shannon likes, or the 3 guys she likes. My god. It was so funny, I approve of one guy, the other is a jerkoff, and the last smells bad. "But HE IS SO SEXY!" Ewwww how can you saaaay that?! Eww. *Shiver*. Well, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I guess. Diana and I had food shortage headaches but once I ate some popcorn I'm feelin' good. Ah, wore a skirt today. Devil things. Got compliments and was like yaay. Diana likes it. So does guy Jamie from smallwood. And Derrick stared at me all period so I guess he liked it. Lol. Ew.
Gotta get off before the mom comes home. I already went snooping to see what she was on today. The "Yesterday" Folder has been erased. She caught on to me. Ah well I SHOULD BE ABLE TO KNOW IF ITS TRUUUE. B/c I reeeeally like the name Jake. Lol. "Heeere Jakey!" Awww... OR ARNOLD! YYYYEEEEESSSS I COULD CALL HIM FOOTBALL HEAD OR JUST AHHNOLD. Love it.
Lovey love,
Jessi
ps. stop saying ew and lol. *resits to say lol right here*
Posted at 03:09 pm by BlackandWhite
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Sunday, January 4
I wonder if whats going on is actually going on?
Will I drop it? Lol
I wonder how it will turn out?
Am I going to be sad if it doesnt happen?
Its weird, bc if it doesnt happen i think I'll be disappointed. I've always wanted something a little more, you know?
But can I care for it?
IS THERE THAT MUCH MORE ROOM IN MY HEART FOR ANOTHER PERSON?
There should be. Lots of love to go around. I like the names Jake and Catie.
Okay enough with this. I think there should be a line drawn. I'm getting pathetic.
There. Lol.
Today before I started snooping and being CSI-like [i knew i went to that camp for a reason!] I was cleaning while listening to: beach boys, the wonders [from that movieeee i love it], and frank sinatra. Haha! I was so born in the wrong time period. But then listened to rufio and some blink [they don't mix..] so its all good.
School is tomorrow. Get to see Diana's pics she got from Homecoming. I am so excited to see them. She said I looked really pretty, I said i probably looked like the Mangina. Speaking of pictures, with the niiiice photo album Jay got me for xmas i started to add some pics to it. Its almost full. I need some more pictures of you guyses so if you have any... send away :)
Watched Viva La Bam for the 1st time today- it was like a marathon or something. That show is the greatest thing ever. Its so hilarious.
Read some SQUEE's BIG GIANT WONDERFUL BOOK OF UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS [something along those lines.] too... that is the funniest crap ever. I like the filler bunnay.
Dancey dancey Jakey/Catey
**Jessey
Posted at 09:06 pm by BlackandWhite
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Saturday, January 3
i'm hoping time will pass
Feel like crap. Just like- blah.
Mom came in around 830ish. Yelled. Tuned her out- Daria was on. Adding to my no mall/movies, I get only 1 hour of computer for a long time absically til she gains my trust back. Last time got in trouble with the police and had to 'regain her trust' that was how long? December til almost July? 7 months. Great. Peachy effing keen.
She makes me feel like i'm a criminal. I'm a kid who hangs out with boys with silly string that I bought for 'em who wants to have fun... oooh kill me now. Dad's gunna call soon- gunna ask about the mall and I can't lie- get me in more trouble. More yellingness from him. More like the disappointed look or sigh or even both. And of course the eye of shame. Seriously, its silly string and we got caught. We cleaned up our mess.
Me and Didi have had a rough day. Talking to her makes everything better and everything worse at the same time. I wish I could make her feel better... make a bunch of people feel better...
Things are falling apart. I can feel them slipping through my fingers. Maybe I try to much? Or not enough? Just tell me.
I'm about to get really sappy and start pouring my heart out in this crap right now, so I'm stopping myself.
Posted at 09:26 pm by BlackandWhite
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Last night me and Jill watched Totoro and played about 232048 games of BS. I love that game so much now. EVen though I won like... twice. We played some kingdom hearts.. I AM SOOOO GOOD AT FLYING THE GUMMI SHIP WITH MY FEET ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY *wimpy cough* man it was so fun. I was all beating up the flowers in the wonderland part. I FOUND OUT KAIRI WAS AN EVIL HOE AND BAAADDDD SHE DOESNT DESERVE TO BE THE LAST PRINCESS GRRRR. I am resisting the urge to say LAME right now, lol. Got in bed around 1:15ish and we were so hyper... we were sitting in the bed laughing so hard singing totoro and willy wonka and me with the rope light...
Jill: *Chanting like* Sammy's a buddhist! Praise Allah!
Me: Allah? *laughs* Allah's not jewish!
We both messed ourselves up right there. I tried to tie Sammy up with the rope light but she jumped off my bed and sat by the door. Sammy's a totoro!
Woke up around 930, showered, and ate eggs. Mmm yummy. No talk shows were on... so we played more BS and some DDR. That hysteria one is madness! Jill is in love with that breakdown song, that was my favorite when I 1st got it. I think my fav will always be DARK BLACK FOREST in the first game... me and bebe would quote that everyday. Listened to saves and weezer... buddy holly was on that cd *love*. Oooh ee ooh I look just like buddy holly... wuh oh and youre mary tyler moore... 1 pm rolled around.. times for jills mommay to come. Eep. We went outside and it was so nice out. We yelled PIMP and BAM about 349238423 times and played with the worms and sang our own version on KUMBAYA and watched the Mommy and Daddy trucks go by and we played a nice game of badminton, until i hit the shuttlecock (haha yaaay) on top of the roof. Very nice. 2 hours later, her mom finally showed. She didn't yell...! As soon as they all left my mom went up stairs and I havent seen her since. I'm not sure if this is a good thing or not. I read scott's book he "left" at my house- SQUEE'S WONDERFUL BIG GIANT BOOK OF UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS. That was the funniest crap ever. Yaaaay Ms Bitters from invader zim is there... I heart Jhonen Vasquez. Tomorrow I wanna do something soooo bad. I wanna go to the movies. BUT NO. Grounded from that aspect. Maybe I can go over to someones house to escape the wrath of...? I dont know. If you wanna do something tomorrow, let me know. Because I love you. And am very very bored.
-Jessi Posted at 05:24 pm by BlackandWhite
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Friday, January 2
one more night of freedom
jill spends another night! yyyyeeessss....
had to add something..
First, willie gets away scott-free.... NOW SCOTT DOES TOO!!!!! WHATS UP WITH THIS?! THIS IS... THIS IS LUDICRIS!!!!! Grar. The two people who did do everything don't get in aaannnyyyy trouble- but the two girls IN SKIRTS get no movies or mall for a month, and only god knows what else once we are one on one with the parents. Right now- willie is at the mall and scott's at the movies. This is so not cool.
Me and Jill watched Maury and Jerry Springer and Judge Mathis (?) all morning. LOOOOVE! Hahha... YOUR GIRL BROKE MY DAUGHTERS POM POMS AND I WANT YOU TO PAY 8 DOLLA! to IM BUTCH AND LEAVING YOU FOR ANOTHER BUTCH WOMAN SO SIT DOWN--- NO YOURE GOING HOME WITH DADDY! to IM 13 AND IM HAVING A BABY WUTEVA WUTEVA I CAN DO THIS I LOOK LIKE CHRISTINA AGUILERA I HAVE SEX 5 TIMES A DAY AND HAVE 22 SEX PARTNERS WUTEVA WUTEVA IM HAVING THIS BABY. It was so great. Then we watched THE RING. Omg that movie is sooo dumb! But... we still jumped when Semara was out of the TV and when it flashes and she moves all forward. We jumped and "noooo nooo i dont wanna see her face dont let me seeee saaamaaaara!!!" from both of us... man. It was great. Listened to some cure and flogging molly and now we play kingdom hearts! Yaaaay i forgot how much i loved this game.
Me and Jill have NEVER laughed this much in our lives... all thanks to Mangina. and Silly string. I don't regret a thing.
Next on prison dinners:
-Jessi
Posted at 06:22 pm by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
silly string.
in silly cans...
with silly boys.
in silly pants...
Thats me and jillays little... thing... yes...
Posted at 09:50 am by BlackandWhite
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How we became hoes of the mangina
Alright. So yesterday we picked up Scott all earlyish and went to the mall and met up with Jill and willie (he doesn't deserve to be capitalized... you'll find out why later). I gave Willie his xmas gift of silly string- what harm could it do? And got some drinks that made us suave and walked around- randomly spraying glitter crap, playing with vibrators- the usual. We (as in me and jill) got chased down with silly string most of the time- ducked into a few stores to escape for the time being. Went into CVS and got yelled at by the eeevil man who probably caused all this mess... but anyways. We were on the carousel as Scott and willie sprayed us down. Jill and I went to the trashcan in the food court to clean me up since I was hit pretty bad (thanks guys) and threw one of the cans away- good timing, b/c as soon as I turn around I see a security guard talking to willie and Scott. Not good. I almost got away but as I was mouthing something to willie (i think it was 'im getting some chikfila') some mexican guy was like "You with them?" and I nodded and went up to them... then a white guy came up and was talking to me and jill, he was very cool. He wanted to play with us we all could tell. The black guy asked the guys their phone numbers, addresses, etc but me and jill only got asked for ID and if we lived in millersville, which we said no to, but jill does live in millersville but oh well. The guy talking to us said something like that we will only have to clean up our mess and have their supervisor come talk to us- no biggie. Then I turn around and see the mangina walking towards us. She was saying how "Oh we arrested kids for this stuff" and "my 9 year old son [with a mangina too] wouldn't even do this" to us and was all retarded and blaaah. Walked around with the white guy and my moooom (bad bad bad bad) and picked up all the silly string leftovers. There was some on the wall..... eep. And Jill said she saw a biiiig line on the floor but it looked like a crack so no one would notice until maybe we were gone. Once that my mom pretty much yelled at us and told us to wait in the car (where we werent allowed to be... bc it was still on mall property. we should have went to Canada... or atleast fuddruckers.) We hung out in the car with me and Jill in the front, and Scott and willie in the back. Willie was pretty much taking blame for everything and was very cool about everything and all that junk. So we sat in the car for another hour waiting for willie's mom. We waited in front of the mall and stupid Jill had to walk inside... bbbaaaaaadd. Oh well she didn't get caught. Then willie's parents came- and they LAUGHED. Geez. Then me, Jill, and Scott went to burger king.. didn't eat to much. But had a little bit of fun. Convinced Scott to come back and party with us, but he only stayed for about 15 minutes.. then dropped him off and went inside and apologized to his mom- thank goodness his dad wasn't home... yet. So, here we are sitting at home about to get our arses kicked as soon as Jill leaves- WHILE wILLIE GOES SNOWTUBING. *Shakes head*. I won't be updating this for a loooooong time since I'll be grounded times 384723. Oh well, I don't regret it. I dont think Jill and I have ever laughed so much in one night.. talking about the mangina, and our escape plans to canada, and how we are such losers and hooligans. It was great. Jill says, "Yaaaay" as she almost falls out of the chair. Hehe... yay! It was a good time... but we can't do it again bc then we wont be back in the mall ever ever ever. Oh well like I said I dont regret any of it. Just that willie went snowtubing.
-creeeeeeeeeeam (the juvenile deliquent code name)
Posted at 09:44 am by BlackandWhite
[For me?]
Wednesday, December 31
i just read someones profile.
ew.
ewww.
ew ew ew ew ew.
wrong.
YOU DONT SAY THAT CRAP IN A PROFILE... *nonsense disgusted noise*
Posted at 07:07 pm by BlackandWhite
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